` Does the moon hear my laments?*

yawwwwnnnn

2007-02-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

1..Are u photogenic?
' not really

2. What time do you go to bed?
` school nights eh 11+. non-school nights 11+12+

3. What was the last thing you did
before this?
` breathe

4. Who's the one you always meet the
most?
` eh. people. mom. see her everyday.

5. Who's the person you'll call if you
need help?
` Tanya. or parents. or ben

6. What's on your mind right now ?
` Stupid msn file transfer so slow.

7. What do you prefer?american
idol/singapore
idol?
` neither. reality shows are generally sucky. other than "So you think you can dance"

8. With whom do you wanna be with to
have fun?
` Friends

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
` Deathnote. and other random vcds.

10. When was the last time you went
out?
` this morning

11. What do you hate the most for now?
` miss lui

12. What do you do everyday besides
eat &
sleep?
` beathe

13. Colors that make you happy ?
` orange

14. Most fav thing in your room ?
` bed

15. Miss someone?
` i think so

16. Plan to buy something?
` yea. no moola tho.

17. Are you satisfied with your life
now?
` i love life.

18.Do you like seafood?
` allergic

19.Breakfast or dinner?
` lunch

20. like chocolates?
` love love love belgian chocs.

21. Do you have a laptop?
` only one shared one with my dad and sis. and my own desktop.

22. What's your favorite food from
fast food?
` mcwings, nuggets, popcorn chicken

23. Cats or dogs?
` kitty kitty

24. Salty or sweet?
` mix XD

25. City or country?
` country

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
` yea

27. Are you athletic?
` to a certain extent

28. Favourite bands for now?
` Kat-tun, High and Mighty Colour, Good Charlotte. etc. Linkin Park forever.

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
` yea

30. What do you wear to bed?
` t-shirt and shorts

31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in
high school?
` dream on

32. Coke or pepsi?
`pepsi

33. sugar or spice?
` sugar makes me high!

34. Can you use chopsticks?
` yea. quite efficiantly.

35. Do you care about getting good
grades?
` duhh.

36.Have you ever fallen asleep in
class?
` once again, duhh.

37. Get a job or ask your parents for
money?
` parents.

38. Is your mom strict?
` eh. my dad's stricter.

39. Do your parents give you enough
privacy?
` quite

40. Do your parents trust you?
` yep

41. Would you ever wanna lose your
bestfriend?
` ... what do you think

42. Does your best friend get on your
nerves?
` yea. but oh well. we all gotta learn to love and compromise.

43. Do you make friends quickly?
` not really

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
` not really

45. What do you & your parents fight
about most?
` politics

46. If u love someone & she/he
rejected u. What
will u do to her/him?
` nothing

47. can u sing or rap
` both. but limited range.

48. If u have one wish , who would u
make ur
wife/husband for life?
` ******** *** *** **** (happy guessing)

49. What do u think bout this survey?
` eh. normal i guess

Dead blog much?

2007-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hello
Very very very bored
heh
there's like nothing to do except chat la
haha
and i havent epdated my blog since... dunno when
its rusty
and i'm like tired of the layout
haha

ahh failed chemistry again
sucks can
die chemistry die die!
sorry
heh.

well
i shall go sleep soon
whee
goodnight=)

Oh my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life

Christmas Spaghetti and Patience

2006-12-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

AHHH~
I'm damn bored now. haha
waiting for Burt to come with my NEW CPU! wheeee

Yup. anyway. Christmas.
WHEE fun. haha
Caitlyn so cute la. she TRIES to converse with me.
too bad i don't understand half the stuff she says. haha
Daniel is like... pissed for no reason. he tried to kill me!
Haha.

Had many many funny conversations yesterday.
Just can't remember what they were.
Kwang and San are so mean. Haha.

Yup. I have nothing better to do now. Have a nice day.

You can say what you have to say
My mind's made up anyway
All that bullshit you talk
Might work alot
But it's not gonna work today.

Udder randomness

2006-12-16T10:07:00.000+08:00

Don't ask. I'm bored okay? Haha.

Waiting for SOMEBODY to *ahem* finish doing... stuff. lol

so bored. eeps. ahh. snore. and other random sound effects. yea. haha.

YAWN. I neeed random quizes to do. there is absolutely NOTHING to do now. -.-

SNORE. Have a nice day.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down over me

I believe I can

2006-12-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

Whee. sorry i'm bored. haha.
I wish i had photoshop! I wanna make a new blogskin. I'm tired of mine la. Haha
Yup.

OK. This is boring. Hmmm...

Never mind what people say. I'll turn my head and walk away

I believe.

I GOT a computer!!!!

2006-12-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

Quiz time
1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
there are no books around me.. just alot of dust and wires.

2. stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you feel?
Christmas tree. and dust. and did i mention dust?

3. last thing you watched on TV?
Wolf's rain. but that's a dvd, if that even counts. if not then it's spongebob.

4. without looking, guess what time it is? the actual time?
11.07am? whoo its 11.06.

6. what can you hear with exception of the computer?
irritating construction from next door. and my sneezes.

7. when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
today. afternoon. went streeting with brandon and zul.

8. what did you look at before you started this survey?
Hansen's blog, where this survey was at.

9. What are you wearing?
pajamas

10. did you dream last night?
affirmative

11. When did you last laugh?
20mins ago when Ben called. i think.

12. what is on the walls of the room you are in?
paint and dust.

13. seen anything weird lately?
define weird.

14 what do you think of this quiz?
norrrmmaaallll

15. what is the last film you saw?
Deja vu. yesterday. its nice la. damn nice.

16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy?
hmmm... lessseee..... -goes off into dreamland- computers, eh. whatever else nice that i see. haha.

17. tell me something about you that I don't know.
Who's "I"?

18. what is one thing you would change about the world?
pollutants. and dust.

19. do you like to dance?
i guess. thats why i'm in dance club. lol.

20. George W Bush... american?
eh.. i thought he was indian...

21.if your first child is a boy,what do you call him?
Asher.

22. If your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Shiane.

23. have you ever considered living abroad?
Hokkaido Japan for a year, then english countryside for a year, then North America some random national park for a year. yup. then i'll consider. haha.

24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Welcome to paradise!!!!!!!!!

25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog.
Random people. ANYONE! I doubt anyone wou;d read my blog tho. lol. its rusty. and dusty. haha.

Do you still feel?

NANA~!

2006-11-11T10:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

Whee.
Nana rocks.
L is so cute!!!!!

eh. blog later. AHHH
Ken'ichi Matsuyama ROCKSSSSSS
Whee Channing Tatum now. WHEE

Glamorous Sky
akehanashita mado ni mawaru ranbu no DEEP SKY
AH aoide...

"kurikaesu hibi ni nan no imi ga aru no?"
AH sakende...
tobidasu GO
hakitsubushita ROCKING SHOES
haneageru PUDDLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi wa CLEVER
AH, REMEMBER

ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS

"akewatashita ai ni nan no kachi mo nai no?"
AH nageite...
hakidasu GO
nomihoshite ROCK N'ROLL
iki agaru BATTLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi no FLAVOR
AH REMEMBER

ano hoshi wo atsumete kono mune ni kazaritai
ano yume wo tsunaide futari odotta GLAMOROUS DAYS
Mm... glamorous DAYS
nemurenai yo!

SUNDAY MONDAY
inazuma TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY
yukibana... OH...
FRIDAY SATURDAY
nanairo EVERYDAY
yamikumo kieru FULL MOON
kotaete boku no koe ni

ano kumo wo haratte kimi no mirai terashitai
kono yume wo kakaete hitori aruku yo GLORIOUS DAYS

ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS

GLAMOROUS SKY...

ramdomness of surveys

2006-09-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror
today, what was your first thought?
- Aww man i hate my fringe

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
- when i get married

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
- muck

4. Favorite planet?
- venus

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list
on your mobile?
- steph yap

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- my msg tone

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- school blouse. DUDE IM IN SCHOOL.

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
- cussing at youtube for loading so slowly

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently
wearing.
- Trail. school shoes

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- medium

11. What do you think about the person who took
this survey before you?
- TANYA ROCKS!!!!

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one
do you sleep on?
- whichever.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping.

14. What did your last text message you received
say?
- hopefully aww wake up. its a bright sunny day. whee.

15. How do you like your eggs?
- fried egg white

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
- pokerdare

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
- Ben

18. Last furry thing you touched?
- my cat. last night

19. How many drugs have you done in the last
three
days?
- nil

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get
developed?
- thats ancient

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- hmmm... i dunno

22. Your worst enemy?
- carrots

23. What is your current desktop picture?
- weird green thing

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- i asked stpeh what was a word that i said often

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks
or to be able to fly?
- fly

26. What do you want to be doing?
- eating

27. The last song you listened to?
- tokyo drift by teriyaki boyz

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting
shot at, what would you do?
- stare

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's
in your life right now, who would it be?
- oiver i think. wait he's out of my life. HAHA

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
- my sock

Peanuts and cheese

2006-09-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

Helloness
Serene here
applause please haha
sorry

yupyup bored so here i am blogging on the lousy school computer
Ben's a pokerdare. lol.

my com's not fixed yet.
need to buy new hard disk
waiting for Ben to do that
IF he gets off work
which will probably be next week
ahhh

so bored now
forgot waht i was supposed to write here in the first place.
i'm such a loser
no wait, im not
HAHA

lets see, my school break week was.. enriching?
monday, went out with Tanya, had tuition at night.
tuesday, went out with tanya for movie and dinner
got stuck in the library for dunno how long la.
wednesday, slacked at home. went to doby gaught for lunch with mum dad and sis
thursday, went to school. then went to Ben's house to try to load songs into the iPod
tried and failed miserably
the usb cable was screwed
went to make the ezlink
met caleb and tanya at bedok
went to arcade at suntec
beat the boys miserably at those music games
friday, Ben and tanya came over
we slacked and watched tv and slacked some more.
Burton came to try and fix the com
tried and failed miserably.
went out for music lessons
met john and caleb for dinner
blah blah
saturday went to zoo with the vsa people
yawwn
see i live a sad life
haha

yupyup thats basically it
i'm too bored to continue lol
have a nice day =)

BEN OWES ME A HUG.
AND STEPH OWES ME 8 BUCKS

2006-09-06T18:16:00.000+08:00

hello it's not serene typing but what the hell, it's still serene talking.
[this is tanya =D]
my internet is down so i wont be able to blog for like...
NO WAIT!!!!
burton is fixing on friday.
yayness!!
hopefully nothing serious is wrong with the com,
i dont wana defrag it.

im damn sad, steve irwin died.
he's my idol,
my ambition for now wld be to go to australia, to visit
queensland zoo, and look at what he has done.
k, i shall stop for now, i dont wana piss tanya off.

byebye, have a nice day.

Blarrhhhss

2006-08-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

Helloness
very the sian now
later got the concert thing
hope its nice
haha

wednesday was damn damn damn fun can
in the morning had nothing to do so went to play ball with Ben Soh.
played from 11.30-ish to 12or1 like that
wanted to go to the shop to but drink but it was closed so we went to raymond's house for a drink
Ben and Raymond went to eat yong tau fu at siglap so Raymond sent me the pathetic 200meters home
i found out that my parents went to siglap to eat yong tau fu also
DIAONESS

ya stoned at home until around 4-ish when steph asked me to meet her at parkway
met her then was damn worried that settlers wasnt open
(i was supposed to meet the guys at settlers at 5, got ben to call the place but they didnt answer.)

yup settlers was open, so we hung there from 6-9.
damn fun la
played Guillotine, Lord of the Fries and Elixir
I had to confess my love for john loh
haha
damn funny
i couldnt stop laughing

yup then after taht went home, Ben took a cab to send steph and me home
sent steph home first
then me then himself
he was like super late for booking in la
haha

yup.

well on thurday went to watch tokyo drift with JJ
that show rocks can
ya met oliver and his PRECIOUS little sister. *pukes*
Oliver's such a poseur la
whatever
Hope Ben Koh doesnt become like that
yup.

blew a hell lot of cash on thursday cos i had to pay for JJ's movie ticket and jack's place
sian
haha

yesterday met John at paya lebar mrt on the way to orchard
John had to go all the way to Clementi to hand up a paper
haha
so sway la he
Tanya was super late
so in the end had to wait there so long for her

ya hung at PAC until 8
then went to yoshi at ngee ann city
was tryna get John to come down earlier to pay for our meals
either him or ben. lol
in the end we paid for our own dinners (which reminds me, im dead broke)
then John said that Ben was at Cine already so i could go look for him to pay for my meal
haha
he msged Tanya he was like "go ask Serene look fer her big brother to pay la"
diaos

ya anyway the guys went to watch tokyo drift
i was supposed to join them but it was too late plus i already watched it on thursday

argh i shall continue blogging later i gtg now
byebye =)

Fountains and ice cream

2006-08-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello
Just came back from dinner
feeling cold now for soe reason. lol

went to bugis with Tanya and her classmates
watched click
cheat my feelings, at first wanted to watch tokyo drift then Clement went to but tickets for click instead.
oh well, at least i got free nachos and ice lemon tea.
click is actually quite nice. except for the hentai-ness
the dog is sick la
anyway i almost cried

yupyup. hanging with Tanya's classmates is fun man
except that they are all short and none of them are cute
well okay, Clement isnt short
but Sid and Marvin and the rest are.
Haha.
and none of them are cute

oh i walked into the fountain at bugis...
blah i'm so bored and tired and stoned to elaborate now. haha
Benson's playing his game and ignoring me. >.<
haha anyway

feeling crap now la so i guess i'll just stone or mayb go and sleep early or something. =)
sianzzz

Can't help it if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend?
I'm off again in my World

peanuts and char quay teow

2006-08-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hellos
I'm soo bored!!! RAWR
Went to settler's today
so fun can
played alot of random brainless games
still love munchkin tho
goodness going to settler's with the guys is so fun. cos i don't have to pay for a thing. :X
Its true! haha.

shared a purple dinosaur with Ben Soh. Koped the fries. yea.
LORD OF THE FRIES!
a super slack game. haha
I'm the queen of the buns man. lol.

anywayness
leading tml(yay)
Hope i don't zhao sia man.
yeesh

shuxness. got lit and emath ca on monday
gonna die can
especially lit.
and i havent practiced emath also
sianness

need to lug the bass to chruch tml for Ben to tune it
haha
work them muscles man. lol

oh, went to PAC yesterday
its located in a damn ulu place man.
But the place is damn cool
Tanya may be learning guitar there, same time as me
whoohooness
the people there are so friendly!
the guitar teacher is damn pro la
not fair
shux, next week must bring the guitar for tanya
LOL

yep yep. i shall now stare blankly at the screen
have a nice day

I will shout Your fame to all the Earth
I will life Your name on high
And the world will know Your greatness
You are me God Jesus I will

Shour Your fame to all the earth
I will lift Your name on high
I will show the world Your goodness
As i live a life that shouts Your fame

rawrrrr

2006-07-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

Name 3 things in your bag:
which bag?

Name 3 activities you do when you're
really stressed:
Stone
Listen to music
rant to someone

Name 3 favourite places to shop.
place
place
place

Name 3 favourite fruits:
honeydew
Apple
i dunno

Name 3 things you are wearing right now:
underwear
school blouse
school shorts

THE WHOS;

Who is in the house with you?
my mom

Who did you get this survey from?:
ann

Who are you thinking about right now?:
that person who hasnt left my mind since...

Who did you last talk to on the phone?:
i reckon its tanya

Whose birthday is next?:
EQ nd pei hsin

Who do you wish you were with right now?
that person who's haunting my mind

THE WHERES;

Where do you live?:
Telok Kurau, Singapore

Where is your phone?:
infront of me

Where are your parents?:
my mommy's in the kitchen my dad's at work

Where do you sleep?:
on my bed

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:
eh school. or bibi and baba

Where is the last place you took a ride to?:
home

Where in your house are you?
Living room

THE WHATS;

What was the last thing you ate?:
bah zhang

What color shirt are you wearing?:
green. its my school blouse man

What is the closest item near you that is blue?:
my watch. tis on me.

What is your favorite color?:
blue/black

What kind of surgery have you had?:
none

What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
eh both

What is the last movie you watched?:
can't recall. i live a sad life.

What song do you currently hear?:
bokutachi no yukue.

What was your dream last night?:
can't remember

THE WHENS;

When did you start school?:
k1

When is your birthday?:
3rd sept. i want presents

When did you last go to the mall?:
yesterday. parkway

When was the last time you bought a pair
of pants?:
long ago i think

When did you last burn a candle?:
can't recall

When did you last see your dad?:
last night

When did you last see your mom?:
few minutes ago

When did you last see your best friend?:
friday

Rawr

2006-07-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

1. whose picture is it that you keep in ur wallet?
Eh mine. and tanya's, but just a tiny bit.

2. wat time do you go to bed?
weekdays- 11++, weekend- 12++

3. Does anyone in your family scold you when you
play the com / laptop daily?
yea. my dad can NEVER stop nagging.

4. what was the latest movie you saw?
Don't recall.

5. when was the last time you went out?
went out hang out or went out generally? cos the last time i hung out was yesterday. and school today.

6.what do you hate the most for now?
laggy computers

7. what things you want to do now?
I wanna go to fellowship with church and/or learn to play the bass.

8. what do you do everyday besides eat and
sleep?
breathe

9. talked on the phone just to say good night?
who would do that?

10. miss someone?
sorta

11. are you a coffee addict?
eh... i wouldn't say i was.

12. are you satisfied with your life now?
i love life.

13. will you share a glass of water with a friend?
duh.

14.when was the last time you ate seafood?
eh i can't eat seafood

15. ever had a food fight?
i wish

16. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
processed meat

17. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yea. sad

18. what's your favorite fast food?
i reckon it's mcwings.

19. Can you remember what you did on the first
day of your school in primary one?
stare blurly

20. who's on ur mind?
that someone who i can't stop thinking of.

21. did u ever cheat during exam?
yea. PSLE prelim exam

22. how's your heart lately?
beating

23. ever had a crush on a teacher?
not that i know of

24. things u need to do everyday?
breathe

surveys. yayness.

2006-07-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

1.do you have any pets?
/ i Dog 2 Cats (sadly one of them is missing tho.. :'(

2. crush on anyone in school?
/ ... I'm in a girls school... crushing on another girl is sick and wrong. not to mention gross...

3. hate anyone in school?
/ i try not to

4. do you do your homework?
/ not really...

5. do you doodle on your paper.
/ most of the time..

6. shorts or jeans?
/ i LIVE in sports shorts and jeans. so.. both

7. cars or dirtbikes?
/ dirtbikes.

8. night or day?
/ night to slack and day to... play. =)

9. humans or sciences?
/ sciences. my humand sucks.

10. cat or dog?
/ Cats. -sob- ALLY!!!

11. fav colour?
/ Blue.. blue and blue.. oh and black too.

12. music?
/ rock and gospel rock. =)

13.fav drink?
/ Green tea, ice lemon tea, eh water.

14. fav movie?
/ too many to say?

15. fav brand?
/ sports brand? no idea.. maybe adidas. or reebok.

16. most hated colour?
/ ah lian purple. and ah lian pink.

17. most hated food?
/ Mushrooms, carrots, brocolli and cauliflower, gooey icky stuff, and anything else i can think of. and bandung.

18. most hated song?
/ can't remember. but i have one okay. or two. or more.

19. most hated person?
/ i told you, i try.

20. what do you hate most wbout yorself?
/ my fat tum tum

21. have you ever been to europe?
/ nope. is England counted? haha.

22. have you ever broken the law?
/ is going into the male toilet breaking the law? =) *innocent face*

23. have you ever given attitude to your teachers?
/ yes. bad effect tho...

24. have you ever broken a bone?
/ no. and don't plan on breaking one any time soon.

25. have you ever been in a near death situation?
/ yea. almost for knocked down by a car once. oh and then there was pneumonia.. Thank God for saving me. =)

yay to random surveys

2006-07-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

hey ramdom surveys give me something to do okay.

Haha

had an average week bah

ran trial run on thursday

mrs kong was like "Serene, you can do better. You have the ability to do better. Next time i want to see you getting 15mins"

argh -.-

oh well

1. if there's one place in the world you could choose to stay, where would it be?
England. I miss that place.

2. What kind of place would you want to live in?
Beach vila with private beach and jet skiis and dance studio. and lots of friends so we can partayy it up all night.

3. List 5 jobs you wish to have.
Wildlife researcher thingy, actress, digital animator, wildlife photographer, (i'll get back to you on the last one when i remember what it is)

4. Which 5 univerisities do you want to study in?
Oxford baybeh. Curtin University. maybe manchester university. UNSW. university of melbourne(?)

5. Do you think you'll make the cut?
to Oxford? Probably not. If i do i'd have to get a scholarship to study there. too expensive.

6. Have you done or are doing something so entirely independent your family doesn't know?
i might. then again, i might not. i cant remember everything you know.

7. Which talk-show did you like watching?
I dont like talk-shows.

8. Which nice celebrity would you get an autograph from?
Not interested in autographs. hmmm if you could hook me up with a date with Paul Twohill and/or Joshua Ang....

9. Dream holiday?
America, Australia, ENGLAND!!!! New Zealand?

Boo-

2006-07-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello world and all who missed me
Lol.
i'm like gonna be uber bored on monday la
school's ending early and i got nobody to pei me.
so sad right? lol

anyway nothing much happened this past week
and i'm gonna die next week, carnival day's on friday and we've gotta perform "shake" and the fight thingy
and i still cant remember the reconciled part
NOOOOO
And shake isnt even finished yet
GARRRRR
and i still get lost at the new parts

anyway
anyone wanna watch pirates with me? =P

Yay church tomorrow. can't wait
i havent finished my homework yet tho
and i've got a chem test on tuesday
OH FISHSCALES!!! THE CHEM TEST!!!
I FORGOT TO ASK ANDY FOR HELP!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Imgonnadieimgonnadieimgonnadie....

see you in awhile. =)

Praise Adonai
From the raising of the sun
to the end of every day

Praise Adonai
all the nations of the earth
all the angels and the saints
sing praise

peanuts

2006-07-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hello. don't feel like typing much again. haha. suposed to link alot of people, but i cant remember who they are, so forget it. *i'm so mean*

yup tuition today

finished Glenn's ice lemon tea for him. haha

yesterday went to marina square with tanya

hung around as usual

blew a hell lot of cash at the arcade

yupyup

I'm so bored now! argh~

talk to the hand

End this now
We've gone too far
Let's take back words
That turned to scars

If i could find a way
To turn back time
Had to let you know
I'm on your side

I'll keep you, my dirty little secret

2006-07-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Argh

i somehow don't feel like blogging now

so i guess i wont

oh, a shout out to lyn dear

thank you so much for retrieving my jacket

i love you so much for that

haha =)

yupyup thats it

very the bored

so i guess i should go sleep early or something

will blog tml

goodnight

random survey#2

2006-07-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

001.] Change your eye color, what color would
they be? - red

[002.] Have any hair color in the world, which
color? - blue

[003.] Instantly be fluent in one language, which
language? - japanese

[004.] Instantly be able to play an instrument,
which instrument and why? - Bass. cos i'm supposed to play it tml. eeps

[005.] Get any job in the world and be good at it
too, which job would it be? - zoologist

[006.] Live anywhere in the world, where would it
be? - Beach villa beside a beach that actually has blue water with my own private section of it and friends partayying it up all night. and WEREWOLF!

[007.] Join any band, which band would it be? -
church band

[008.] Have any superpower, what would it be? -
Cheese vision

[009.] Relive one of your favorite memories, which
one would it be? - when ******** *** hugged me. no wait, that's a dream, not a memory. dang.

[010.] Magically alter any aspect of your
appearance without any pain whatsoever, what
would you do? - liposucksion. or instand abs, whichever.

[011.] Eliminate one bug from the planet, which
one and why?
- mozzies. they LOVE my blood. gaah.

[012.] Bring any TV shows that went off the air
back, which ones would you bring back?
- dunno

[013.] You were president, what changes would
you make to your country?
- second language, language optional. the world would revolve around cheese. church fellowship at least three times a week. yay! more werewolf!

[014.] Could become an animal, which animal
would you be?
- Wolf. or eagle. i wanna fly man.

[015.] Eliminate any class from your schedule,
which would it be and why?
- Chinese. i dont pay attention anyway

[016.] Eliminate one season, which one and why?
- i wont.

[017.] Improve one of your five senses, which one
would you improve?
- sight

[018.] Instantly become famous, what would you
want to be famous for?
- famous wildlife researcher

[019.] Change your name, what would you change
it too?
- Serenity. then again, Serene's nice too. =)

[020.] Paint your room, what colors would it be?
- Brick wall. and tagged. GRAFFITTI BAYBEH

[021.] Be an instant millionaire, what would you do
with the money?
- SHOPPING

[022.] Meet any famous person, who would you
meet?
- not sure

[023.] Master one school subject, which subject
would you choose and why?
- Biology. cos it rocks on ice. plus, its the only sudject that i can ace in.

[024.] Visit any planet, no matter how far or how
bad living conditions are, which would you visit?
- Deske. alright, if it doesnt exist, then i'll discover it. =)

[025.] Spend an unlimited amount of money in
any one store, which store would it be?
- Isetan

[026.] Go back to one of your younger ages, what
age would you be again and why?
- kindergarten. i miss kindergarten

[027.] Get one piercing and/or tattoo without any
pain, what would you get?
- belly button

random surveys

2006-07-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

Ok i shall now post random surveys. =)

Name a friend name that starts with the letter "B"
Ben Soh

Now name sth that reminds you of that person
Big black mean gay dude

What's your worst fear?
becoming blind

Were you a lego freak when you were younger?
lego? nah

What do you think of reality tv?
boring

Do you chew on your straw?
no.

What color is your keyboard?
black

Who is number two on your contact list?
which contact list? Msn: russel. phone:adelyn

What is your eye color?
browwnn

Last CD you listened the whole way through
No idea

Most random thing you heard in the past 24 hours?
Late game hero

Can you swim?
yea

Are you an only child?
nope

Is marriage in your future?
yea

Do you like your handwriting?
its okay i guess

When was the last time you said "i love you" and
meant it?
to my mommy =)

Is elvis still alive?
i dont care

Are blondes dumb?
not really

Where does the other sock end up?
with the sock monster. rawr

What time is it?
2326h

Do you have a nickname?
AnareZ

When was the last time you were in a car?
two hours ago

Is santa clause real?
no. rudolph is, tho.

Who's the youngest in your family?
extended family? or just family.. me.

Can you crack your neck?
no

Is drug free the way to be?
hell yea

Do you like your life?
yup. cos God's in it.

Are you psychic?
no. but i have cheese vision

How often do you go to the mall?
at least once a week.

Inferior-ity?

2006-06-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Feeling inferior right now

cos of SOMEONE

i'd sai this was a fairly fun-ish day

was forced to run 2 rounds around the school, potholes and whatnot,

and Ben's still threatening to get his mom to make the 2.4 longer

lol

he's a big meanie

haha

anyway, Cheryl came to visit the school today

kena pang seh-ed by you-know-who

AGAIN

she doesnt care i guess

nevermind

i have other friends (i think)

why do all my close friends have to be in different classes/schools?

its not fairr~

oh well, guess i just gotta accept it and live with it

yup went to parkway with Tanya

saw 3 people that i know

NICHOLAS!!!!!!

gosshh

and some guy pooped outside macs

seriously pooped. it was on the floor and everything

eeww

tanya was traumatised

saw Shi Hua and gNat

showed them the poop-pile

later on saw Cephas

he just finished a game or something
then aske why i was still at parkway, so late
i was like "then you leh"
lol

"Bumped" into him again outside the optical shop

Then i was like "tan, when i wanna bump into people (nicholas), they are nowhere to be seen. when i don't (really) wanna bump into people, i see them everywhere.(Cephas) I bet you ah, now i want to see Cephas. Die die won't bump into him one."

she was like "ok, come. lets go to the places he'd likely go." drags me to RSH and then Adidas

AND GUESS WHAT

CEPHAS WAS OUTSIDE ADIDAS

i was laughing my head off la. haha

Tanya thinks Cephas is shuai. Haha.

after that, we freaked out the guy working at Samuel and Kevin
damn funny

played in the fountain again

yup thats about it

goofed off around a bunch or VJ guys
i realized that i really really really envy vj people
guess its true, VJ OR NOTHING
i can do it
i have faith in me
i have promises to keep
I CAN DO IT
VJ OR NOTHING

yea.

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I dunno how it makes me real

The spook prank video

2006-06-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

The Spook prank video guys!

Its funny

listen to the dialogue, especially Jason's.. er... "ignorance". haha

Happy last day of holis

2006-06-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

Damn

school's reopening in approx 12hrs time

NNOOOOO

i think im suffering from post-holiday blues

if there is such a thing

sigh

seriously hope the holidays were longer

didnt really get much stuff out of the holidays

i hope the end of year hols will come fast

oh well, i think i'll prolly get over the post-holiday blues soon enough

at least i'll still get a slack day every Sunday

Sundays rock

we get to Glorify God's Name

and fellowship with all our friends

i love BKC youths(as already mentioned)

hope i get the pics soon

yay

oh well, seeyousoon

school ruins lives

oh ya, I wanna try to get Ben to get his mom to organise school overseas trips for us

LOL

I have connections!!!!

Have a nice day

Or rather, happy packing-and-doing-last-minute-stuff-for-school. =)

Yay to barbeques and BKC

2006-06-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

I officially love my church and all the people in it.

Especially the youths

Yay to Bathesda Youth!

I totally enjoyed myself today.

Had a barbeque thingy at Ben and Eunice's house

uberuberuberuber fun can

oh, and banana strawberry smoothies are yummy.

thank you David!!!

The smoothies rocked

altho the manufacturing process was a little... freaky and disgusting

basically it had alot of saliva all mixed up. Haha.

David's, Adriel's, Ben Soh's, mine and Tess's.

Cos we were all like taste-testing the smoothies

Haha.

Yumm.

Oh, the food was good as well.

I mean, the tuna that Bjorn made was uber yummy

I put the tuna on a cracker, then put a slice of cucumber on top.

everybody thought it was a smart thing to do

I just nodded my head proudly.

I think Ben Soh thinks im a freak

Cos I keep saying "Hello" to him.

Haha

Its funny tho

anyway, the bbq was uber fun

I wanna get the picture from Andy.

Or Pierre, if that's possible

oh well.

haha.

OH! I can get it from Ben Chia too!

Haha.

He has alot of pictures.

yay okay.

Sianness now

I LOVE BKC YOUTHS

they rock my socks

Thank You Lord for everything You have given to us

Amen.

God is so good
God is so good
Gos is so good
He's so good to me

Oh the yawn-ness of it all

2006-06-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

. three names you go by:
/ Serene, AnareZ and Si

2. three of your best friends:
/ Tanyaya, Benjamin, JJ

3. three of your ex crushes:
/ *******, *******, Zhi Yang (that was history. well, the rest is too, but they're confidential.

4. three things your wearing now:
/ Black billabong shirt, my nice nice sports bra, (underwear, duh) and adidas sport shorts

5. three things you cannot live without.
/ God, Food and food?

6. three things you wish for:
/ Blue hair, green eyes, and... food?

7. three things that you like:
/ Things items or things things? Items: My necklace,(the one that you can hardly find nowadays), My handphone(not really) and... food? things things: Love, Friendship, and.. Green Tea.

8. three things your dislike:
/ I am very anti-carrot, and anti-peas. and i also dislike people who kill animals for fun or money(poachers)

9. three thing your scared of:
/ Babies, the dark, and becoming blind.

10. three of your most expensive things in possesion:
/ My mp3(which is spoilt), my computer(okay, technically it isnt my computer), and... friendship. thats priceless. Oh, God's love too. =)

11. three of your fav band/music artiste at the moment:
/ Fort minor, All american rejects, and... ahh the people who sing in church. =P

12. three of your fav hobbies:
/ Stoning, rocking, Jamming.

13. three places you want to go for vacation:
/ England(whaat, i miss that place), South Africa, Australia.

14. three things you wana do before you die:
/ Kiss the one i love, hug all my friends, and spread the Good News.

15. three things you will die for:
/ My friends, My God, My loved ones. I LOVE YOU ALL =)

16. three mistake you reget most:
/ What mistakes?

17. three things you wana do now:
/ Go for durian party, be high, and... play werewolf.

18. three ppl who you want to see doing this quiz:
/ Oliver(you'd better do this), Hansen(you too), and... Shiren! Cos i love her.

CAMP

2006-06-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

Ben Soh: Are you two in the same school?
Ben Koh: I'm from a guys school.
Me: I'm from a girls school.
Gloria: I'm from a mixed school.
~"~
Ben Soh: If your humanities is good then you should go to jc.
Ben Koh: My Humanities rock.
Me: My humanities suck.
Gloria: My humanities are okay.
Ben Soh: *Laughs hysterically*

Hello
Sorry the above thingy doesnt really make sense
you hafta be there for it to be funny
cos it really is

Back from camp!
was so uber fun la
i love it
in my point of view, i have gotten to know alot of people more
people like Ben Soh, Rachel, Jeremy, Sarah, and alot others.
Grew "closer" to the people that i already interact with, like Andy and John.

Love camp
played alot of cool games, when we were supposed to be alseep.
Oh, one really funny thing:

Mel(across the hall): *does "yo" sign*
Me: Yo! Mel!
Mel: what you two doing?
Me: Looking for stuff to do. Andy pang seh us.
Andy(from behind the wall at the "balcony" area): Ya lor.
Me(as i walk past): *stick my tongue out at him*
~"~
-later-
Charmaine: Ay Serene, can ask Andy if he wants his pictionary back?
Me: *shouts* Andy! You want your pictionary back?
Andy: *comes walking out from behind the wall with arms wide open*
Me: *smirks*
Charmaine: Oh! No wonder you were shouting like that. Thought what.

HAHA that was funny right?
Hmm If you were there you would laugh your head off.
so funny

Yupyup
I love water captains ball
and Werewolf
Those games are SO NICE
last night stayed up until like 3.35 to play werewolf
then had to wake up at 6.30 to pack everything and all that, had to meet at the hall at 7.45 for practice.

I was like "Walau, tomorrow sure cannot wake up one"
Ben Soh was like "Don't worry. Gloria slept earlier right? She can wake you up tomorrow. I got Sherman to wake me up."
Ironically, I was the one who woke Gloria up in the end.
And Ben came down at like 8-ish
Jason didnt come down at all
LOL
So John took over him.

Yupyup i love camp
i'm confirm going next year
haha
old fogeys and all
i want another music camp =(
haha
i miss playing card games with a big group of people
like last night/this morning
Werewolf is super fun can
Tim was hilarious
And that toot Kenny paired Me and Ben Koh up as lovers.
Wth la
Haha

Oh ya, then Ben Soh was like "If you stick out your hand and something touches it doesnt mean you're lovers okay. Sarah will tap your head if you're chosen to be lovers. Cos just now i stretched out my hand like that, and Serene stretched her hand out as well. And we kinda touched each other."

Everyone was like "waaaaaaaaaaaah"

Ben "I'm just tryna say that only open your eyes if you're taped on the head. not the hand."

Talk about funnyness.
actually at first i also thought i was chosen to be lover. lol
With Ben Soh somemore. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. He's a cool guy.

Oh, and the messages the speaker was sharing was also intersting
the only downside is that his messages are super long.
and we're like super tired cos we sleep at 2-ish every night.

yupyup

anyway, can't wait for Saturday
It's gonna be fun
I know it is
and if it isnt, we can always start a game of werewolf.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Your mercy flows like the river wide
And healing comes from Your hands
Suffering children are safe in Your arms
There is none like You

Holy Spirit come in power
Change my heart
I want to live for You, my God
Let Your Spirit come in power
Change my life
That i may live for You, my Lord
Fall on us Lord

I worship You
Almighty God
There is none like You
I worship You
Oh Prince of Peace
That is what I long to do
I give You praise
For you are my righteousness
I worship You
Almighty God
There is none like You

Tuna

2006-06-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hello

sian-nes, as usual

played the bass for worship today

personally, i think i screwed up

but people said it was good

so okay, its good. haha

thank you Ray, Ben and Bjorn.

and THANK YOU ANDY FOR HELPING US

=)

Anyway

went to Science center with the VSA gang yesterday

got some SERIOUS eye candy

dont ask

anyway, it was quite fun la

shall not elaborate on the day.

then had to elave at 5+ to go to church for the camp worship practice.

did okay i guess

John was like "Serene, sing into the mike. Christine, take a deep breath before going into the high notes. Sekali zhao sia. haha"

Funny la

then after that Andy turned off all the lights when we were leaving.

I was like "Serene and darkness do not mix"

Then he was like "and you stil wear so dark clothes all the time"

I was like "nice ma"

haha

Oh ya, when i went to the auditorium yesterday, someone (i forgot who) was like "wa.. wear chain sia.. gangster come already."

Funny la

then they were teasing me about ben

yesterday was so fun.

Ben Soh's puppies are SOOOO cute

and his phone is nice-ness.

its not fair

haha

oh well, all i hafta do is improve in my geog and get an B4 next term,

and suntie soolee will buy me anything i want

im thinking phone

oh yea man

=D

yupyup

so went to bugis with gloria today

bought STUFF

dead broke

yupyup

CAMP TOMORROW

yayness

cant wait!!!

AHHH!!!!

Have a nice day

Its not like
I havent tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights
Wrong or right
Goodbye

Metal-mouths

2006-06-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

I have noticed something

[most] of the guys i like or find are cool, have metal in their mouths

sound weird?

let me elaborate...

Take the dude form the basketball court for example

He's bloomin' hott

AND he has a lip piercing.

THATS metal in his mouth

sounds funny?

Here's another example:

*****. He wears braces

He's cute.

[P.S. Don't even TRY to guess who ***** is]

****** also wears braces

and i won't deny it, he's hott.

And my [long-over] crush, *******

He wore braces too.

But his weren't very noticeable

His were the celebrity kind, the transparent ones

That rich guy

rawr.

AND *** ***. He wears braces too

GOSH he's cute

Couldn't stop staring la.

=(

oh well, I don't think ****** wears braces tho

Haha.

thus the [most]

sigh

when will the guys i like start to notice me?

I'm having a hell lot of problems with *******

Sigh

Well, i shall be patient and wait

For either *** *** or ****** to notice me

Maybe even ******.

yay to six character names

XD

Whaat.. like i can help the fact that my name is six characters liddat.

lol

AnareZ rocks >.<

Have a nice day

Well it's twice as hard to realize
That I'm still trying twice as hard to satisfy myself on my own
And I'm still waiting for things to change..

I lay my life before You,
And I'm not getting up.
Father how I adore You,
Those words are not enough.

Police-ness

2006-06-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

I WANNA BE A POLICEMAN WHEN I GROW UP! =)

Sorry that was uber random

I really wanna be one!

Then again...

Haha

Inspired by that CID show on ch8

AHHH

I love Tay Ping Hui

And Jeanette Aw

SHIT LA

I have to miss the show when I go for church camp!!!

-sob-

I KNOW! I can ask Hansen to tape for me

If he's willing to

HAHA

I'll force him to.

Muahahahaha

oh Hansen~

Oh well.

=)

Have a nice day

Can't you see I'm in love with you
Can't you see there's so much I'd do
You keep my head spinning round
It's hard to keep my feet on the ground

cats on windows

2006-06-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

Scene: Drake and Josh walking away from Susan's locker after confronting her. Susan is a girl that cheated on Drake.
Josh: I think we handled that very maturely
Drake: Yes. It felt good
*Susan opens locker, purple paint spurts out onto her face*
Josh: But that felt better
Drake: Oh yea it did.

Heh just felt like posting that. Don't ask.

Chloe was at on the roof again. Idunno what it is with cats and roofs. apparently, its Ally;s favourite hangout as well. Had to go rescue Chloe from the roof just now. Haha.

Well I don't really have much to say now.

except that church camp is like...4 days away.

have music practice tml. Hope it'll be fun

Hope i won't make a fool of myself on the drums. Haha.

Dunno what to do now.

Gonna rot for the time being

I still dunno what I'm gonna do on saturday

Dunno if I'm practicing with Christine for church camp

Or if i'm going out with Tanya and the disabled kids.

sigh

anyway

here's a little something to the people that think they know me.

Ten things you probably didnt know about Serene Chen Li Si
1)She was born in FuJian, China. She was adopted.
2)She tends to get hyper, overreactive and sticky. This is probably due to lack of friends.
3)She enjoys hanging out with people. Especially walking around aimlessly in shopping malls.
4)She thinks babies are scary.
5)She likes HIM but HE doesnt know her.
6)She wants to dye her hair black and highlight it blue when she grows up.
7)She's an animal fanatic. Say anything bad about them and be prepared for a lifetime of pain.
8)She's probably smart but she doesn't really use her brain much.
9)Her frontal image is only to look cool. She's totally different on the inside.
10)She TRIES to be different, but in fact, she's actually the same as everyone else.

When all you've got to keep is strong
Move along, moce along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

damnit

2006-06-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

damn

i hate blogger

it keeps error-ing

typed a post jsut now it got deleted

rawr

oh well, guess no one's gonna know my day then

haha.

er.. yay?

2006-06-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hello

Being really really bored right now

got nothin to do

forgot what i wanted to post about

yea~ im going to jb on monday

gonna buy alot alot of stuff

yay me~

yawn.

really got nothing to say la.

To Shiren:
Hello dearie
I miss you alot!
Dont be sad k
Mug and mug and do reallyreallyreallyreallyreally well for your Os
Prove everyone wrong
Esp mdm lenny and whatnot=)
Remember, when the world turns its back on you, there'll always be friends out there that care for you
ILOVEYOU
=)

Have a nice day.

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong
Believe

Rawr

2006-06-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

Initially, i wanted to post a really bitchy post, but i decided against it.

dunno why, everytime i wanna write a bitchy post or whatever, when i finally get down to doing it, i don't do it.

Its weird innit?

Sigh.

Still wondering if ******'s pissed at me.

And why ******* just can't get the msg to stop msging me so often.

And why ***** keeps thinking she's always right, even when she isnt.

And if ****** knows i exist.

And if he does, do i mean anything to him.

Yup thats it for anonymous postings.

Really bored.

feel like ex-ing my private blog.

I never update it anyway.

And even if i do, why should i be afraid of expressing my feelings on this blog?

Do i care so much what other people think?

Sigh

Guess i still do live in a world where other people's opinions really do matter

O well

Have a nice day.

Can't you see I'm in love with you
Can't you see there's so much I'd do
You keep my head spinning around
It's hard to keep my feet on the ground

yawn

2006-06-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went to watch She's The Man again with Tanya. I love that show i tell u.

Bought my "ni bu yao wen wo, wo bu zhi dao" t-shirt. Yayness. Finally sia.

Realized i need a gym bag. argh. Anyone willing to lend me/give me? =)

Prolly gonna borrow a shoe bag from jj. Maybe only. Not sure yet

Wa damn sian sia. Pimple in my nose hurts like hell can.

ARGH my nose hurts.

Stuff i need to buy:
Board shorts
Gym bag
Sling bag
Shirts
SHOES
CHAIN THINGY

Yea stuff like that. Realy want the chain thingy. the nice ones i saw today were like $24.90--> 77th street, double chain. $33.90--> Craft VII, triple chain. Those were the only two that i really liked. cos its more than one chain. Haha. Need to save up like hell. Or just buy from malaysia. REALLY NEED TO GO MALAYSIA!!!! TANYA!!! =)

Okay i think thats about it for what i have to write. (=

Have a nice day.

It's been so long
Since you've been home
I used to wait up forever.
Used to say a prayer
Wishing you were there.
And I'm still waiting...

Study

2006-06-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Dad: Go and study la, stop playing with the cat.
Me: *thinks to myself* play? Ally's my study partner.
*drops ally onto the bed.*
*she lands on my geog paper, crushing it*
Me: *shrugs* whoops~.

Haha i think thats hilarious. Anyway, very boring day. went to school at like 11 for chemistry. thought i was late,, but Vic strolled in at 11.40. Haha. Oh well. To think i woke up so early. So many people didnt go. Then Nat and Jazreel laft after chem. they ponned amath. so smart right? RAWR.

Bleah. after school went to Tanya's house for lunch. ate instant noodles. well, actually i only drank the soup. lol. Tanya ate the noodles. I ate 3 pkts of seaweed. yumm. which reminds me, i need to go buy seaweed. haha.

Yea, hung there until arnd 5-ish. when her tuition teacher came. Reached home at arnd 5.30. Mom asked why i was so late. told her class ended at 3. HAHA.

Yea-ish. thats my boring day. Going out with Tanya tml. if u wanna see me, go to Cine. LOL. Kidding la. =)

And all I had was the memory of what was
So lets pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real
The way I really feel

She's the man

2006-06-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

Oh hello=)

Watched "she's the man" today.

Damn nice can?

Garr. Amamda Bynes rocks.

She's the Man ROCKSSSSS

I totally recommend it.

5 stars dawg!

Its funny, and er... just damn nice la.

Wanna watch again man.

AHHH

Anyone wanna watch with me? =D

I LOVE IT

The Duke guy is HOTT

And Amamda Bynes ROCKS

She rocks so hard.

GOSH why cant i be as hot as her?

Its not fair.

=)

Damn-ness

2006-06-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!!! TERENCE DIDNT GET IT!!!!! I'M SO DAMN DEPRESSED LAAAA~!!!!!

Omg i actually cried just now. This is like the frst time i'm so into this kinda thing. Damn.

Terence deserves to get in lor. ARGH. i'm not saying that Jonathan and Paul don't deserve it, but Terence also deserves it la. I was like hoping there would be a tie between Paul and Terence, and like both of them would get in. But noo~. Damn la.

TW+ERENCE TAY ROCKSSS~~!!!!! I love him forever. =P

*Serene's fantasy: To marry Terence in 10 years time* =P

Idle-ness

2006-05-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

Original - A first form from which varieties arise
An authentic work of art as opposed to an imitation or reproduction

Gosshh Terence Tay rocks. Didnt get to watch today tho. Had tuition. I was so depressed la. Haha. I voted le. But i tell you ah, Paul sure get in one. And Jonathan too. Sigh. So sad right? Nvm Paul rocks also. His hair damn cool la. Haha.

BTW, speaking of hair, my mommy finally allow me to cut my hair. She said week 3 of holi can. Haha. So specific right. Prolly go to Auntie Anna there to cut. Cheaper. Plus she's good also lor.

Oh ya, pierced ear today. Left side. So now got 3. Then right only got 1. haha.

Oh, Glad looks a hell lot like Jonathan. Haha.

VOTE FOR TERENCE PEOPLE!!! =)

LOST
Is when you hide behind the freedom of speech
While sure you're free to do it
But what it mean to do it
Did you mean to do it
Did you need to do it
Did you take time to think about the seeds you ruined

Yawwn-ness-es

2006-05-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Loading songs into my OLD mp3 player now.

Cos something's seriously wrong with my new one.

Sigh. WASTED SIA.

So sian. =)

Another survey =)

2006-05-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

Nicked this off Hasen's blog. he stole it from Linus's. =)

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
-Nope =).

2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
-APPARENTLY Lyn has a bad temper. Havent experienced it, never want to. Haha.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
-Does ice count? I threw ice yesterday.

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
- No idea. I don't check. Wanna check for me next time? Haha. GOODLUCK.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream?
-stare angrily. Punching the wall's fun too Haha.

ORANGE: MISC

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a supriseparty?
- No. Sad huh.

2. Are you easily excited?
- Sometimes. Especially when I'm high.

3. What event is coming up that you'remost excited about?
- School Holidays! Oh wait, it's already here???? YAYYYYYY!!! =)

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
- tanyaTORN.

5. If you won a million dollars whatwould be your first thought?
- SHOPPING.

6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
- cash.

YELLOW: ?Personal? Questions

1. Name
- Serene Anarez Chen Li Si

2. Do you like your name?
- Yep.

3. Whats your main goal in life?
- Be a wildlife biologist. Or a digital animator. Or something along that line.

4. Do you want to have children?
- Hansen's answer was weird. Anyway, yea. Two guys (Asher and Levi) and a girl (Shiane). See? I've already got names!

5. How do you want to die?
- Bazooka.

GREEN: Opinions

1. Sex before marriage?
- No way.

2. Gay Marriage?
- Thats sick

3. Lowering the drinking age?
- Jolly Shandy! Whaaaaat...

4. Abortion?
- Eew. Have you ever watched the darn video? (I havent. Heard it was gross tho)

5. Recycling?
- Save the earth man. (tree hugger here)

BLUE: dreams

1. What was your latest dream?
- I can't remember.

2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
- Hansen! You were supposed to dream of me. Anyway, I dream about Tanya!! Haha what can i say, she's the most dream-about-able. I think.

3. Have any of your (sleeping) dreamscome true?
- I want the pua chu kang and lava one to come true. It was funny. Oh, and yea, those short deja vu thingies.

4. Do you usually remember yourdreams?
- Yea, for like half an hour after i wake up.

5. What was the weirdest dream you'veever had?
- The pua chu kang and lava one.

How old do you wish you were?
-18. Tanya would say 14. Am i right?

Where were you when 9/11 happened?
- Whats 9/11? OH! Probably at home.

What would you do when vending machines stealyour money?
- I say "WALAU!!! CHEAT MY FEELINGS!!!" then complain to my friends "The bloddy machine ate my money".

Do you consider yourself kind?
- Erh.. never ever crossed my mind.

If you would get a tattoo, what part of yourbody would you get it on?
-neck. Like the one Amanda Bynes had in What a Girl Wants. Except hers was Henna.

If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
- Japanese. Or Khmer.

Do you know your neighbors?
- Ya... no... ok. (go watch Ms Swan if you dont know)

What do you consider a vacation?
- Beach, surf, Hot bod, HOTT guys, AND NO HOMEWORK.

Do you follow your horoscope?
- Nahh. Its bull. How many other Virgoans are there out there?!?! HMMM?

Would you move for the person you loved?
- Move where?

Do you believe that opposites attract?
- Yea.

Dream job?
- Wildlife Biologist. Digital Animator. Or something alog that line.

Real job?
- Student. That sucks.

Favorite channel?
- Nickelodeon.

Have you ever attempted suicide?
- No way. I love life too much.

Favorite place to go on weekends?
- Church. And... uh... Out.

Showers or Baths?
- Shower followed by hot bath then shower again.

Do you paint your nails
- HAHAHAHAHA. Yea, in fact, they're painted right now.

Do you trust people easily?
- Yea.

Do you keep a handwritten journal?
- Yea i do. Contains my rantings. Only write in it when I feel like it. Like in class.

Where would you rather be right now?
- Anwhere but here. With friends.

Who makes you feel guilty?
- No idea.

Heavy or light sleep?
- Heavy. Like a pig.

Are you paranoid?
- Yea.

Are you impatient?
- Yea. Ask Hansen.

Whats your life motto?
- Pigs fly.

WHATS YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOURPHONE?
- Unwell. Thats my msg tone. Uber long.

WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHTLAST NIGHT?
- sleeping.

WHAT DID THE THIRD TEXT MESSAGE ONYOURCELL PHONE SAY AND WHO SENT IT?
- "you're mean-serene"--> Sorry, i think thats funny. =). Oh, Brandon. Saying "Still not sleeping ar?"

WHOS BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LASTNIGHT?
- Mine. Who else.

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- White.

MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOUWATCHED?
- X-men 3.

NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALLTIMES
-shirt
-Pants
-Underwear

COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS
-White with different shades of orange stripes.

HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOURIGHTNOW?
- 38-ish with 2 movie vouchers expiring tomorrow. *hint*

What is your favorite part of the chicken?
- Either breast or drumsticks

What's your favorite town/city?
- No idea.

When was the last time you saw your mom?
- 3 hours ago.

When was the last time you saw your dad?
- last night before i fell asleep.

When was the last time u talked to them?
- Refer to above.

What did you eat for dinner last night?
- OOH!! erm.. sausages, 3/4 cooked chicken. And marshmallows. Kapo-ed from Kevin and Han Wei.

A - AVAILABLE?
- no. Busy.

B - BEST FRIENDS?
- Tanya. DUHH. And uh.. Cheese. Mel mel. Ya.

C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?
- Terence Tay. Joshua Ang. Alah must mention all?

D - DOGS NAME?
- Muffin

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
- Tanya

F - FAVORITE SINGER(S)?
- Rapper? Mike Shinoda. Singer? Chester Bennington.

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMYWORMS?
- WORMS

H - HOMETOWN?
- Starts with an "s" and ends with an Ingapore.

I - INSTRUMENT?
- Drums. Guitar. Bass.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
- From Oregon to San Diego(or was it San Fran?). More than a day i think.

M - MILK FLAVOR?
-I dont drink milk.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
- 1. Probably have more that i don't know of. WHAAT.. I'm adopted.

O- ONE WISH?
- Pigs Fly.

P - PERSON WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
- Cheese.

Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE?
- From who? I like Hansen's "Fuck you. Hard. Up the ass. With a diamond dick. And no lubricant." Or else, just refer to the "three" section of my blog. OH!! I also like "Carpe Diem".

R- REASON TO SMILE?
- Life.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD
- Savin Me- Nickleback.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
- 11.20. Another half and hour and i'd be in bed for 12 hours.

U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?
- Its UNKNOWN. No honestly, I dunno what others dunno.

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?
- CARROTS. Anti-carrot club.

W - WORST HABIT(S)?
- too hyper.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
- uncountable. Last year, pneumonia.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
- Virgo.

BBQ

2006-05-30T15:27:00.000+08:00

Omgoshness yesterday's bbq was so fun can. Haha.

Went to Tanyas house at around 2.30-ish, then went downstairs to eat roti prata.

Walau miss the roti prata there sia never eat for so long haha.

Her daddy asked if we wanted to go to China. Of course wanna go la. lol.

I need to buy shoes man. I NEED SHOES.

Sorry for that sidetrack.

After that went to Parkway and got my choker.

Quite disappointing la.

Nvm

Went to ntuc. Met Marcus halfway.

Met the guys there. Then after that Met PeiQi Tingyi and whats-her-name (paiseh i dunno haha)

Bought a hell lot of sausages and crabsticks.

Went to the pit.

Was boring at first la, no one was talking to me

Then after that burying my feet, the guys started to talk to me.

Then dragged Kevin into the water.

Then another two guys. Think Han Wei? Dunno la cant remember haha.

Then became fun le.

Stuffed ice down each others backs.

Guess who started it? *neon arrows point to me* =))

SO FUN!!!

Held this huge block of ice onto Kevin's back until it was numb. Then onto some other guys back also. (the guy wearing the dark t-shirt with the "recycle" sign on it)

Then put ice down Han Wei's back he no feeling one.

But after that he also put ice down my back and held it there somemore. haha.

SO FUN CAN

Hope Tanya holds more of these bbq thingies.

Had a hell lot of fun

Took many many nice pics, will upload em here when i get my cam.(Its with Tanya, she has that photo convention thingy today)

WALAU IT ROCKED!!!!

Sorry I very crazy

I wanna know all the guy's e-mails leh.

Then they still say want me to send the pics. LOL

So obviously must get their e-mail la.

Havent you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door

AHHH

2006-05-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

#OMG THEY GOT IN! BOTH OF THEM GOT IN!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!

Its official. I'm gonna die of hysteria. TERRENCE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Idol Fever

2006-05-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

GOSSHH

I tell you arh, If either Terrence Tay or Paul Twohill get into the next round, I'm SO gonna follow Singapore Idol.

Don't ask la, I just LOVE Terrence. And Paul. THEY ROCK.

Garr I sound like a die hard fan..

NOOO~

Singapore Idol

2006-05-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

STOMACHACHE~~

I hate it

Watching Singapore Idol

Think its horrible how girls can get to bitchy.

I mean, the guys are doing fine

The girls are all giving deathstares and stuff

OMG Terrence Tay is uber hot la

And shuai also

I hope he becomes the Singapore Idol

I'll be his number one fan can

I've liked him since he acted in Living With Lydia la

AHHHH

He's so cool.

Terrence rocks =)

Yay.

Oh, the guy with the weird hair and braces rocks too =))

Can you feel it?

Patience

2006-05-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I think the bloody computer hates me.

Transferring the songs from Hansen's com to mine takes so damn long.

PATIENCE SERENE.

Garr.

I'm horrible at waiting

Think Hansen's playing bfme2 or whatever game he plays.

Gahh.

Can't wait for the bbq thingy tml.

Gonna be the "DJ". Lol. IF i can get the songs today.

The blooody transfer rate is so bloody slow.

Anyway, X2 is showing next sunday.

Hope i remember to watch it.

Probably wont.

Oh well.

FILES!! TRANSFER!!!

She keeps repeating
All thaty she needed
She said she's right here
She seems so distant

Another one. Oh shux I'm bored.

2006-05-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

Time Started: 6:18pm
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
Get in then start it.

2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Yea when I'm bored.

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essense commercial?
Thats sick.

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
Nope.

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
No. Parents yes tho. when i was little.

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
Er... think so.

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
yup.

8.) How old do you look?
15? i think. I DUNNO DON'T ASK ME

9.) How old do you act?
Depends what mood im in. When im high i'm really lame.

10.) What's the last song you sang?
Believe by Yellowcard. Just dl-ed it.

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Define "recently".

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
Dude... It IS the weekend. Watched X-men3 ytd.

13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed?
idk dont remember.

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No. Does mechanical panda count? Or mechanical tiger? those thingies at the arcade when i was young.

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
I aint boulemic dawg. I hate puke.

16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
The parrot.

17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Have I? Cant rmb.

18) Have you ever been called a slut?
Yea. By (almost) the whole Victoria School. DAMN.

19). Have you ever smuggled something into your country?
Yea. DVDs/PS2 games. From JB.

20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
Yea. Sorta.

21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Not really. Singapore's football team can't even make in in Malaysia.

23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
dont know dont care. I'll be dead already anyway.

24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
thats mean.

25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
A whole school of enemies is alot you know.

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
Yea. When we were playing Angel and Mortal.

27.) Can you fix your own car?
I don;t own a car. Wish i did tho.

28.) Have you ever turned somone down for a date?
Yea.

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
Dream on. I'm like the dumbest one. Except for bio.

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
Friends? er.. does an eraser count? HEY i was seven.

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
Do i look like i've been to jail? *does best jailbird impersonation*

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
What does it smell like?

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
Never died. But once i dreamt i was kicking this guy im between his legs. HILARIOUS.

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
Yup. Thanks to the stupid NICHOLAS. Cheat my feelings. Lol.

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
Hell no.

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
hardly. But yea.

38.) Do you live with your parents?
Dude i'm what 15?

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
Yup. Not gonna tell you tho >.<

Another of those survey quiz thingies.

2006-05-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

: 1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship:
Dude ignored me.

2. What made you smile today?
My antics

3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.?
Sleeping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Complaining to Hansen about the downloading speed.

5. Something that happened to you in 1985?
Wasnt born yet.

6. Your prom night?
We have a prom night? Oh yea.. Thats like next year or something.

7. Last thing you said aloud?
Yes mum.

8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
How's noodles for dinner

9. Worst thing currently on television:
Reality tv shows

10. What was in the mail today?
Bills.

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
four. Green tea, yoghurt drink, milo and water.

12. What is your favorite part of the day?
Church

13. Your current To-do list:
Homework. Which i havent started.

14. Where is your best friend right now?
At home i think.

15. What color is your toothbrush?
Too lazy to check.

16. What is out your back door?
Laundry.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
watching a movie with Gloria.

18. Least favorite place to shop?
Market. Wet market. it stinks.

19. Last thing you bought?
Bubble tea.

20. Last gift you received?
Aikawa Nanase CD.

21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
Bananas Fly. I said that.

22. Favorite mug?
I have a favourite mug?

23. What color is your front door?
Tinted glass.

24. Beauty is?
What the eye sees.

25. Describe your keychain:
Red carribena

26. Where do you keep your change?
Wallet. Speaking of which, i need a new one.

27. Say something to the number 1 person in your Top 8:
Say what?

29. What was the weather like today?
Rain rain and uh... more rain.

30. Best ice cream flavor?
Sticky chewy chocolate. Swensons.

31. Last rainbow you saw?
That time in school.

32. Something you are excited about?
Tml. Tanya's bbq.

Update?

2006-05-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hello. I updated the photo section of my blog. Wanted to update the "three" section of my blog, but decided otherwise, considering its so late. Or is it... hmm.. maybe I will. Haha. Ciaoz =)

quiz again

2006-05-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

Nicked this off Hansen's blog. Haha. =))

1. Start Time
/*23:33
2. Name
/* Serene
3. Nickname
/* AnareZ
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?
/* GREEN
5. Chinese Zodiac
/* Goat
6. Zodiac
/* Virgo
7. Hair color
/* Brown
8. Eye color
/* Brown
9. Height
/* 165.5cm
10. Favorite Color
/* Blue. Either electric of midnight.
11. glasses?
/* Contacts
12. Braces?
/* Yea. They suck.
13. Piercing/tattoos?
/* two on my left lobe on on my right. Gonna get another on my left and another on my right. Tattoos? nahh.
15. Area code
/* B-A-N-A-N-A-S

******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Cut your own hair?
/* Yea. My finge.
18. Did you do something in the past month thatyou regret?
/* Pissing my parents off.
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?
/* On the cheek? yea.
21. Skipped school?
/* A long long time ago. Lol.
22. Bungee jumped?
/* Me wanna me wanna...
23. Had sex outside?
/* NO
24. Dumped someone?
/* yea
25. Been arrested?
/* nope
26. TP'd someone's house?
/* Its singapore dude.
27. Won something?
/* Yepp
30. Been rejected?
/* Yup
31. Been to a funeral?
/* Duh.
32. Used a lighter?
/* Yea. I'm Tanya's official fire starter.
33. Been on stage?
/* Yupp.

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season
/* Autumn/Fall. Its the same. haha.
35. Food
/* Eh... no idea. Love em (almost) all.
36. Ice cream flavor
/* Anything to do with chocolate.
37. School subject(s)
/* BIO!!! Bio rocks
38. Person?
/* Change the "person" to people, and check out the "people" section of my blog.
41. Book(s)
/* Something Wicked, Sabrina Fludde, many others, but i cant think right now.
42. Movie(s)
/* I not stupid too, Xmen, Star wars, andthing sci-fi or fantasy-ish i guess. Or action. M:I:3 rocked.
43. Song?
/* No particular fave. Keeps changin yea.
44. Park?
/* Yosemite national park in Cali. Miss it so much.
45. State
/* Cali. The golden state =)
46. Place
/* Mahh room
47. Sport to watch
/* Basketball
49. Bands/musicians
/* Yellowcard, Relient K, Fall out boy.. Mike Shinoda, Chester Bennington. Ryu?.
50. Letter(s)
/* S, C, err... dunno?
51. Restaurant
/* No idea. FOOD!!
52. Cartoon Character(s)
/* Kitty Pryde from X-men Evolution! Pokemon Flareon! Lote more, too..Is anime counted? Cos i got tonnes...
53. TV Station(s)
/* Animal Planet, MTV, eh.. Nickelodeon!!..
54. Name for a son
/* My firstborn shall be Asher. My second shall be Levi. And after that.. dunno. haha.
55. Name for a daughter
/* My first daughter shall be Shiane. then... err.. haha..

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?
/* Choc babe.
58. Long relationships or one night stands ?
/* Its all about commitment.
59. Dogs or cats?
/* Cats...
60. Scary movies or comedies?
/* Scary movies. Can't stand Rom-Coms. Unless its White Chicks..
61. Short hair or long
/* long-ish short.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?
/* Bacon goooooood.
63. Kissing or hugging
/* Kissing and hugging

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans
/* Ola.
65. School
/* OH SHIT!
66. Grass
/* hoppers
67. Cow
/* mooo
68. Canada
/* Snow
69. Mouse
/* White
70. Hands
/* Poke

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?
/* i not stupid 2. in class.
72. Talked on the phone?
/* Ya. to my dad, who was just upstairs.
73. Cried?
/* almost. Over Joshua Ang.
74. Threw up?
/* nahh
75. Drank a glass of water?
/* Yepp
76. Done Drugs?
/* Eh.. does anti-biotics count?.
77. Read a book or magazine?
/* yup. Reading an uber nice one now.
78. Watched TV?
/* yup.
79. Looked in the mirror?
/* duhh. admiring my HOTT bod. Lol kidding la. Don't look so shocked. Lol..
80. Taken a shower?
/* Duh.
81. Taken a picture?
/* Yea. With Tan..
82. Listened to music?
/* Fer shuz babe..
83. Kissed someone?
/* nope
85. Told someone you liked them
/* does "i like you, mr duck" count?

Where'd you go?

2006-05-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

"Don't leave me. You don't understand. Our stories belong together."

SIA LA!!! I kena pang seh-ed twice today. -sob-

First was after school. Chesed-iie was supposed to come to my house today after school to watch I NOT Stupid too, but she pang seh-ed me without telling me.

Then just now after the meet the parents thingy, my parents pang seh-ed me to go watch Xmen3. SHIT LA

Oh, today we were like watching i not stupid too in class la. We had two free periods cos cheena teacher in cheena and lenny had stuff to do. =)) you should've seen my face at the part where Joshua Ang kena whacked by his dad. The whole class was laughing at my face la. Cos the whole class knows i love joshua ang. HE'S SO HOTT!!!!

=))

Im weird, i can't help it

Oh well, i better go before my parents get back from watching the show I've wanted tow atch for centuries.

Oh great, you know what? Tanya just said she can't watch it with me until her dad gets back from china. ARGH!!!!

=(

O well, have a nice day.

Thanks lyn, for introducing me as the gang leader. Haha. =D

Saying goodbye,
This time,
The same old story.
Seeing you cry,
Makes me feel like saying sorry

It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd You Go?

painted faces

2006-05-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hello
Went to the Millenia Institute carnival.
Was fun, but didnt manage to spend all the tickets
Had like18 left over?
Okay let me start from the beginning...

Woke up at like 7.15, went to school.
Met SEVEN and Lyn at the Foyer
Went with SEVEN to caltex to buy stuff.
Got halls for my throat.
which reminds me, i just downed 3 cups of water.
Yay fast road to recovery =P
Yup anw went there, slacked in the hall listening to endless speeches.
Then had to run down to the GO to give the cue to play the music.
Slacked in the GO until around 12+
Went to Tanya's house to change.
Met Kamal at Kembangan MRT
Went to Bukit Batok
Took a bus from there which took ages to go to Millenia Institute.
Was quite cool there la, if it wasnt so far, i might go there.
Its like the only pre-u in singapore that offers arts and science 3-year course that leads to "A" level.
Its like a JC mixed with Poly.
Saw a guy with a jersey that said "mr nice guy"
Took a pic of that
Saw a girl wearing a tattered up TK uniform
Took a pic of that too.
Got a henna tatoo on my hand.
It wasnt exactly nice
Got a blue heart painted on my face
Took a pic of that as well
Made test tube thingies for myself and chesed
Gonna give to her tml
Went to tuition
Glenn asked for my number
So i gave it to him
Just stopped msging him a few mins ago

Yup basically thats the summary of my day
Won't do the dedications anytime soon, i think
And munnie, sorry I'll try to get section "three" up soon.
=P

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

Save me
I'm all alone as I'm coming to the surface
Tell me
I've got to know what is my meaning and my purpose
Show me
I'm far from home lost with no sense of direction
Take me to Your throne

Wake up everyone around you
Let's rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here's another song from the youth that surround you

Bleahhs

2006-05-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I miss the computer.
Then again, its not like i have much to do on it, considering no one ever talks to me when I'm online.
Oh well, it's still fun to use the com.
Gives me something to do when I'm bored.
Been slacking alot lately, tell my parents I'm studying, when I'm actually reading a book or writing a letter in my room
Sigh, tml got speech day duty. Damn sian la, staying in the GO playing music With someone called... eh.. whats her name again? Forgot. Paiseh

Today was a normal day i guess
Had gymnastics for PE
With the mini-tramp
Which was bloody mini la.
I prefer the big one.
I miss gymnastics.
Anyway, i did a flip thingy
First one in my class to do it
Everyone was like "Serene, do flip la"
Haha, was fun la.
After i did everyone was like "i wanna try!"
So like Danielle Eunice Vic Tofu and Yaya did it.
I think thats it or something
Got SEVEN to go on the tramp
She hurt her knee or something.
I think

Went to eat Ben and Jerry's with Shiren
Bought from Caltex then brought over to Video World
Ate lunch with Ivy JunRui and SEVEN
And of course, my darling Shiren
Met Atiqah at around 2.30 after DEP
Was fun, we shared some secrets
Tho those two's werent exactly secrets.
haha.
But was still fun.
Tiky's DEP friend is a BITCH
Yupyup

Met tanya at parkway
Walked around for a bit
Then went for guitar
Which reminds me, I havent touched a guitar or bass for ages.
Oh well, thats what Sunday's practice is for.
OOH Chesed is coming to church on Sunday too
Yay~
Yup stayed in guitar until like 7-ish
Then looked for something to eat
ended up eating at Macs
Which makes me sick, by the way
SHit my fringe is irritating
And mom still doesnt let me cut my hair
Shit la
Ya anw we found out that we left our guitar picks at the guitar place
Went back up, and the place was closed
So guess i'll have to get them back on Sunday la
Can't get it back tml cos i aint going tml
Got speech day ma
haiix

Wanted to write dedications, but decided against it
Will put them later maybe
Like tomorrow? When i have more time to blog
Feeling very lethargic right now
Dunno why
Sigh. Maybe cos I'm falling sick
My throat's killing me.
Damn.

Going millenia institute carnival tml
Hope it'll be fun
And hope that I won't fall sick.
I have that feverish feeling again.
But my temp was only 36.9
Which is average.
Oh well.

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be okay
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

birthday joy

2006-05-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

Helloo. Went out with the Ngee Ann Gang today. Haha. We went to watch Mission Impossible 3. I watched it for the second time la, was so damn nice.

"Maybe its a code name for something, or maybe its just a really expensive bunny appendage"

Lol. Cracks me up.

"He made it! He made it! I knew he'd make it"

Anywho, a total of 14 people went to watch. Girls: Me, Tanya, Weiru, Alicia, Phylicia, Jia Min and Priscilla. Guys: Brandon, Marcus, Darren, Wang Chao, Yong Jie, Joel and Terry Ching. Haha. Big group right. When we watched the movie i was forced to sit beside Brandon. Cos of *ahem*. I had to beg and beg for Tanya to sit on my other side la. Oh, and Brandon bought nachos for me. Sorry i didnt finish them thoo. And Yong Jie paid for all the drinks we ordered. Poor him. THANK YOU!

Yupyup enjoyable day. Haha. Ate Long John Silvers for lunch. I was so scared i would puke again la. Haha. Had crystal jade for dinner. Ate the shrimp wanton noodle thing. Tasted like shit. Noooo.... Haiz so sad, wasted Brandon's cash again. He like paid for the Nachos, the movie, and my dinner la. And Marcus paid for my lunch. So basically whole day i didnt have to pay for anything. Yay me.

Haha. Well I have nothing else much to say, except that I really want the pic that Jia Min took of me and Bran. And me and Fii. yupyup. And i also want the neos.

Yupyup thats it

Oh! Shoutouts!

CHEESE-CHAN-POK!!!! You goon-kins. =D
Chia Han Sen!!!! I still dont know what Halo3 is. Haha. AND I want a mcflurry.
TANYATORN!!!!! Eh.. shit forgot what i wanted to say.

And thankyouthankyouthankyou to the people that treated me today. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. ((=

Yay.

Oh ya, on the taxi ride from Cine back to Parkway, i fell asleep on the taxi, and almost ended up resting my head on Darren's shoulder. Haha.

((=

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

bleahhss

2006-05-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

So sian. Nothing much to blog about. Except for the fact that i passed both maths. Yayness. so happy.

Anw, i can leave school at like 8.30am on monday la. Got the stupid public performance thingy. So scared i will forget to bring sth. AHHH!!! *freaks out*

Ehhehehehhehehhehehh.... Shit forgot what i wanted to say. Nvm. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS!!! *if you don believe then ask Oliver. Or Tanya*

Hehe. SORRY LA! PEOPLE OLD ALREADY HOR.

Oh, going out with THE GANG tml. Can't wait. And that darn-ed mel mel didnt lend me her clothes. Haha. Poor ol me got very few clothes hor, not my prob. Lol. OH! I want that shirt. -sob-. That nice nice shirt. Haha. THE BLACK ONE. DUH.

Yup think thats it bah. Nothing else to say. Yay.

-muacks-

I LOVE YOOOO SHIREN =))

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself

Yawwn-ness. Lol

2006-05-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

50 Questions

Truth-
1. Do you like anyone?: yes
2. Do they know it?: no
3. Simple or complicated?: complicated

In the Last Month-
4. Had sex: NO
5. Bought something: DUH
6. Gotten sick?: nope
8. Felt dumb?: Duhhh...
9. Talked to an ex?: yupp
10. Missed someone?: fer sure
11. Failed a test: yahh
12. Ate cereal: nope. Have two mini boxes at home tho
13. Danced crazy: yahh
14. Got your hair cut?: yea. Wanna cut it again tho

Unique-
16. Nervous habits?: hand in pocket. hand out of pocket. touch hair. Lol
18. Can you roll your tongue?: NO
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Yupp. Trademark look.*i think*
20. Can you cross your eyes?: Nope
21. Do you make your bed daily: no. only weekends
22. Do you think you are unique: yupp. =)

Have you Ever-
23. Given money to a homeless person?: yeah.. no.
24. Said "I Love you"?: Yeah
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: I fell asleep.
27. And never got it?: I told you, I fell asleep
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Dude... its Singapore.. there are no stars in singapore.

Manners-
29. Do you swear?: Yupp.
30. Do you ever "talked back" to people?: yeah. The victims most of the time are my 'rents
31. You cook your own food?: instant noodles!
32. You do your own chores?: NOPE
33. You like beef jerky?: Never tried
34. You like pepsi or coke?: Pepsi
35. You're happy with your hair?: Nope. Wanna cut it again.
36. You own a dog?: yeah...
38. Do you like to swim?: Nope. Love the beach but hate swimming.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend?: yeah
40. Are you patient?: no

Do you Prefer-
41. Flowers or candy?: CANDY
42. Gray or black?: both
43. Color or black and white photos?: Color.
44. red or black?: black
45. Lust or Love?: Love dearie.
46. Winter or Summer?: Winter. *whaat.. never experienced it..(
47. Tea or coffee?: Mocha! Or Rhumba. Or mocha rhumba. ((=
48. Ice cream or Cake?: Cake. Awfully chocolate chocolate cake. =)).
49. Christmas or Thanksgiving?: Chinese new year! *whaat.. i get free cash*
50. Day or night?: Night!

Smart ol' me

2006-05-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahaha this is the vid of me running into a wall. Its only 3secs but what the hay, its hilarious.

Whoo-ers

2006-05-07T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hello. Forgot to post something yesterday.

THE TALENT AGENCY THINGY CALLED ME UP!!!

Lol so happy. Haha.

Going for interview on Saturday. Yayness. Whoots~

Haha. Will tell you how the interview went.. after I have the interview. Lolness.

Oh, BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON Lol. ((=

Trailer?

2006-05-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

:I just realized something. I cried while watching the "I not stupid too" trailer. What can I say? That show just rocks. AND Joshua Ang is so uber hot. And shuai. And hot. Haha. Just LOVE that show to bits. =D

Update

2006-05-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Update: Changed skin

Added new section, which is not ready yet

Yepp thats it

Hope you like it

Oh, I'll update tml. I hope. =))

Eh

2006-04-30T10:14:00.000+08:00

Hello. Sorry if i havent been blogging, parents are all "weeldays cannot use computer!" and what crap la. Anywho... Don't think I'll be posting about the wedding dinner today, Photobucket's giving me alot of crap. Anyway I'd much rather upload them onto photobucket than onto blogger. =D

Yupps. Eh don;t really feel like blogging much tho.

At least not now.

Will try to put some pics onto the photo section of the blog ya.

Ciaos.

.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Kwang and Ben's wedding

2006-04-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yay.

Benita and Kwang got married whoots~

Heehee lets let the photos do the talking shall we? okay first up...

THE COUPLE!!! Speachspeachspeach! Aww kwang don't cryy... Haha i swear he was gonna cry.

EH?!?! Mommy!! Are you talking to a tree with hands?!?!

Discussing the VERY important issue of getting I-An to donate to the NEEDY SERENE FUND. =))

I-San and Ari. Dao and Dao-er.

Doesn't it look all so drool-tastic?! Yumm~

Hmmm.. He seems to be looking for something...

HE FOUND IT! He looks surprised.. Maybe he has too much MONNEH ih that pocket of his..

FINALLY some eye candy. Heehee. Cute girlss rock.

Yupp thats all the nice pics i managed to take. The rest are crappy. And uh the photo section of my blog has a few new pics too. =)

Really tired gonna sleep noww.

Will take more pics at the dinner tml night I PROMISE!!! =D

I know you love mee~

Not because of who i am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of Who You Are.

XD

2006-04-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

Heyyoo.. My apologies for not blogging recently. Haha. Ari's in Singapore, and she's been hogging the com so yea. It's been boring! Failed my Amath and Geog... AGAIN. I'm so dead can. Sheesh. GONNA DIEE. lol.

Oh wells Anyway.. Uber bored. I have absolutely nothing better to do. AND Ari said she wanted to go shopping with me so i came back from school early but NO~! she doesnt feel like going out now. That so sucks like hell. =(( I'd rather hang with my friends in school or at their houses or whatever. i'm SO not used to coming home so early. Ga'ah.

Yupp.. Ballet later tonight. Whoots~. But seriously, i think its screwed. Cos like we BARELY learnt the steps and stuff and like the exams on the 3rd of may. WHICH just so happens to be on the day of the public performance full dress rehearsal. Yeesh.

Owells. Gonna go stone now. -.-

I am
A flower quickly fading
Here today
And gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You
Hear me when I'm calling
Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Dance dance dance

2006-04-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

Wow suddenly I'm inspired to become a dancer. Hehe. After watching the Studio Wu's performance at assembly today. They dance so wonderfully la..

Mel's promised me that we'd go to Studio Wu for lessons after ballet exam and after the public performance. Yayness. Can't wait. HIP HOP!!!! whoo~

I aspire to become a professional dancer!!! =)

All this time
Can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away...

Kamal's partieeee

2006-04-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

~~OMGOSH~~ OHMYWORD YTD WAS ~~DAMN~~ UBER FUN CAN.

Oh crud not supposed to use "bad" words. Hafta watch my tongue. My commitment for this week. Haha.

Anywho... Yesterday I woke up at like 9 something, ate wanton mee for brekkie [I know it'd uber filling, but i didnt finish it anyway.] Then had to wait so uber long for my dad to fix the light in my room before we could go to NTUC. We went to NTUC, i bought a coupla snacks, blah blah blah.

Went to buy deodorant after that. Couldn't decide on what to get, so settled for Adidas womens fresh vibe deo. Cos the eu de toilette is so nice, and no one in class has it, so might as well. Went for drums, learnt how to play Wake Me Up When September Ends and Boulevard Of Broken Dreams. Both relatively easy.

After that went for Ballet. Both me and Melissa had to leave early, so we didn't do classical, just did character. Learnt the dance. ~~Damn~~ Uber confusing can. Ohwells.

Left ballet at arnd 1.45-ish, arrived at tuition on time. Couldnt find the room, so had to look arnd the whole thing. Then realized that it was one floor up.

Tuition was a drag, as usual. Kellyn was in the class. Haha. This class compared to the night classes is so quiet la. So much better. Ohwells.

Anywho... after that, went to seiyu to but that uber nice sports bra. SO NICE CANN. and so cheap also. Haha.

Yup met Tanya at Kembangan. She came with weilun. And 2 of their classmates were in the same train.

OHMYWORD just watched such a cool video la.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8&feature=Favorites&page=1&t=t&f=b Go and watch its uber nice.

Sorry sidetracked. Basically, I won't elaborate on it cos im too lazy right now but.. OH! There was this one part which was uber funny. I sat on a bench and i was like.. "Oh cool it rocks!" rock.. rock... rock... BANG!! I fell. Haha!

Another funny incident was PinHong fired his marshmallow, haha.

Oh ya made new friends like PinHong and Siti. And Tan's classmates but i dont really talk to them.

O ya that time pH tried to push me into the pool i grabbed his hand and dragged him in as well haha it was so funny. Then Tan was like "OMG! His hp leh?!" But he put his hp into his bag alrdy which means he was ready to hop into the pool.

Anyway, at the end of the day, Me tan and lun went home, I went to tans house, We left without saying bye to pH cos tan and lun and whatshername[no offence] Jiang yue i think. Something like that. They were walking off without me. Haha. Yup that was basically my day.

Woke up at 11 today, rushed to church. We've finally decided what songs we were playing, and we're gonna practice next week after Sunday School.

Oh and Brennan led worship today. He sing super nice la. And he sang "who am I" by casting crowns. that song is so nice la. Haha.

Yup thats it. Gtg watch some Russel Peters. Haha.

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me.

Parents

2006-04-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

Dammit la. My mom's giving me hell. Garr.

She was like "put your ez-link card on the organ"(cos my ex-link card ran out of money) but the organ was in the room, so i was like "what organ". It was meant to be a joke, but SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH MY MOM and she was like "So rude again ah! Next time i slap you" or something like that. She was like "this child so rude ah. Who would want a child like you". I was like thinking to myself "WTF LA. If you didn't want a rude child like me, why'd you adopt me in the first place?!" But that was just in thought la. If i really said it out, she'd be even more pissed. Either that, or she'd be really sad. But i seriously swear one day I'm actually gonna blurt that out. Not my first time thinking that la. Dunno how many thousand times already.

Last night also. Cos i found 2 kittens in school, then i brought them home. My dad was super pissed and he was like "WHY YOU BRING HOME FOR!!! THROW THEM AWAY LA!!!" Hell la. If he really throws them away, I can sue him for animal abuse. I will lor. I love animals to bits. Rescuing them especially. Sia la. What's his problem. I tell u, if my sis was the one who brought them home, he'd be like "oh so cuute!!!" And stuff like that. Talk about biasness man. If they wanted to show favouritism they shouldnt have adopted me in the first place right. Anyway my dad was like "get rid of them. blah blah blah blah blah(I can't rmb what he said cos i wasn't listening) It's either i throw the cats out of i throw you out". Then i was like "throw me out lor". Then i thought to myself "if you throw me out then no point adopting me in the first place.".

Sorry i'm seriously damn pissed at my heartless family right now. My mom seems more irritable nowadays. And she takes it out on me. EVERY LITTLE THING I DO!!! WTFFFF.

And they still complain that i don't come home early everyday. Or i don;t tell them when I'm coming home late. Cos if i come home early, that gives them more time to scold me. If i call to tell my parents that I'm coming home late, They'd nag and nag on the phone, then ask me to COME HOME NOW. So i'd rather stay out late and just run into my room when i come home, rather than call.

My life is screwed.

Without me showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time
It's my life
And my right
To use it like i should

Darn-ed blogger.

2006-04-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

Garr. Darned blogger. Typed a really really long popst ytd and it got ereased. Ohwells. Will type it out again when I'm free.

For now I'll just rant.

I learnthow to play the bass. So cool. Haha. Well i learnt a little bit la. My class is leading worship sometime in May(which is missions month), and I'm playing the bass. Today was the first time I've laid my hand on a bass la. Haha. Owells.

Anyway here's what we're gonna play.
Gloria: Vocalist[Or guitarist]
Ange: Vocalist
Ade: Drummer
Mel: Guitarist
Sam: Guitarist. But if she doesn't learn in time, then shes a vocalist, then Gloria will be the guitarist.
Me: Bassist.
Sheryl: Keyboardist.

Anywhoo.. I'm being bothered by a mosquito now. So irritated. Lol.

Ben wants to borrow Love Hina. Talk about Hentai-ness.

You gave me the end
But not where to start
Not how to build
How to tear it apart.

FIRST!!!

2006-03-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

OMG PEOPLE WE GOT FIRST FOR CHEERLEADING!!!! YAY!!!!

Mataku

2006-03-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

Siigh~

Having mixed feelings right now.

Kinda happy that cheerleading finals are tml, yet super freaked cos I'll probably get a tongue lashing from miss Terry cos i didn't hand up the "meet the parents" form.

Was supposed to go n see her today after assembly, but i had duty, and it ended at like 2.20 la. Then went to grab a bite cos i was uber hungry, and went for cheerleading prac. Grrr.

Meet the parents session is on saturday, and my parents are coming back on friday. So technically they COULD make it for the meet the parents, but they're not in singapore to sign the form, so i can't ask them. And my parents are supposed to meet Lenny also. But i didn't get the form cos i didn't hand in the general form. And miss terry wants the meet Lenny form. GAAH I'M SO SCREWED CAN?!?! MISS TERRY'S GONNA PULVERISE ME!!!!

Anw my parents would most likely want to see Lenny, but Saturday we're not free la. Cos like the gun club's holding this sorta fun day thingy. And my dad said he;d bring me and Tanya. And if we gotta cancel that to go see Lenny, then i'd SO cry la.

Grrrrrrr.

Anyway to 'lighter' thoughts. CHEERLEADING! I think we're sorta kinda prepared. We've got what it takes man! Haiiz. Eunice fell today. Hit her head. HARD. Cos during the toss, we were supposed to catch her when she fell, but she jumped too much and landed on the ground instead. OUCH MUCH?!?! She was crying la. I think i'd cry too if i was her. She had a headache all through the rest of they day, so we skipped chinese. Pon Tang can?!?! haha. So fun. We should do it more often! lol.

So ya after school practiced for awhile in school, then headed to bedok stadium. Started raining, and bedok stadium was being used by this primary school that also had sports day. We ended up going to the void deck to prac instead. Did pretty well, tho Tofu was having trouble getting up on yaya. Pray to God that she will have good balance tml. Also pray that Eunice is alright. She went to see a doctor. Pray that she will be able to cheerlead tml. OH also pray that I won't get killed by Miss Terry tml, and that she doesnt minus marks or disqualify 3/3 from the cheerleading comp cos of me. AHHH!!!

I'm so scared. Don wanna go to school tml. Scared of being KILLED... SAVE ME!!!

God, i need Your help.

If i had wings i would fly
Cos all that i need
You are
And if the world caved in around me
To You I'd still hold on
Cos You're all that i believe
and the One that created me
Jesus
Because of You
I'm Free

3-Os

2006-03-28T21:35:00.001+08:00

3e3 we're gonna make you history
3e3 we're gonna conquer victory
Come on 3-Os kick it hit it!
We;ve got the spirit and the might
So we fight fight fight
We;ve got the oohs and the aahs and the lalalas
We cheer cheer cheer, cheer and yell out loud
Our voices as one, we beat the croud.
Hey-yo! you hollaback at us
We'll strike back back with gusto and we'll kick your butts.
And when we roar in our class of 34
We will rock the world
And you will hit the floor.
OW!

Pianoo

2006-03-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Me wants to learn the paino! And the electric guitar, the guitar, and the bass. Ahh I just wanna be more musically inclined can?! So jealous when people play piano infront of me. Like MELISSAA!!! She's supposed to teach me "to zanarkand". So far, i only learnt the teng teng teng teng teng teng teng part. Haha. Makes no sense right. ANYWAY! I have to remember 1324!!!! Haha So hard to rmb la. cos the fingers keep going all wrong.

Yay Andy's gonna teach me the guitar next week! Can't wait. And i also hafta teach Ade the drums. OH YA!!! Me, the twins and Gloria make a very very nice choir. Well, mostly Ade Ange and Gloria, Cos i know i can't sing. Haha. Imagine... STARDOME! [THE SINGING TRIO AND THE EXTRA GUITARIST]. So hilarious can. Anyway, i recorded our "demo". Starting part and ending part not very nice, but it still rocks. Haha.

Wells gtg. Gotta get the guitar chords ready for Sunday. I know it's a long time away, but STILL! I can practice at home on Andy's electric guitar. LOVE THAT GUITAR!

Cheers.

God of wonders
Beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares
Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of heaven and earth..

Past..

2006-03-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hellew. Was reading thru my old blog posts just now, and I came across a little something i wrote a long long time ago. [Well technically it's only a year ago?] Haha.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Sitting here
Missing you
Wondering what I'd do without you by my side.

If only
It were you and me
Together forever on this roller coaster ride

Time has passed
The days have been numbered
You have been with me
Through rain and thunder

Just wanna tell you
With all my heart
Together forever
For we will never part

I Love You
I Miss You
I wonder where you are
And if you're near or far

But sadly
You're not with me
The memories were then
When will I see you again?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Don't ask about my sudden need to post it again. Just think it's nice. Haha.

OH YA! I need to find the chords for some songs that I need to practice and be able to play in roughly a month's time. =D Wish me luck.

It took a season's going by
To know it's not my fault..

Good Day

2006-03-24T16:17:00.000+08:00

Whoo~

Came home super early today. First time I came home before 3 this week. Or rather, first time i came home before 5. Lol.

Guess what.. I saw FOK KAR WAI today. He's in Bedok something. The one with the brown inner collar-ed uniform. He's super skinny la. And er.. maybe slightly taller than me.

Wow. Haven't seen him in a long time. Hate to say this, but i really miss him. And Boon Wei too. Haiis. Don't think he recognised me tho. We were like staring at each other.

Haven't kept in contact with him since p6. Actually, even in p6, we didn't talk much. Heck, we haven't been talking since p5. I think. But anyway, that's a bloody long time.

Ahh~ Really hope i can see him again. And Boon Wei too. Oh yea, i think Kar Wai moved. He used to stay quite close to me. Now I dunno. Whether he moved or not, i also dunno. Haha.

Oh yea, on the subject of moving, I think Desmond Foo moved house. -sob- He's another guy that i haven't seen in awhile. But i haven't seen KW and BW for a longer time. Desmond still recognises me, at least. And i do see him back at Ngee Ann once in awhile, like CNY and Teachers Day.

Oh well. Keeping my fingers crossed!

This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to where the music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same old same
Dedicated to the people advance in the game

Whats real
Is the kids who know that something's wrong
Whats real
Is the kids that think they don't belong
Whats real
Is the kids that have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun.

New skin

2006-03-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

Whoo~

Thought it was time for a change, so i made a new skin.

Getting quite bored nowadays, despite the large number of CAs coming up.

Oh well

Decided to use my time making blogskins for people.

Seems kinda fun doesn't it

Well hope this skin'll appeal to my constant.. erm.. visitors?

Right.

I like my new scrollbar. =)

Ahh music..

2006-03-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Just heard this song online. At hawknelson.com. You know Im in love with that band. Lol. This songs is really nice...

I walk the line
Leave it all behind
I've been waiting forever
Let's go back in time
When I could read your mind
So I've been waitin'

It took a season's going by
To know it's not my fault

I tried to be perfect.
Tried to be honest.
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted.
I tried to be stronger.
Tried to be smarter.
Tried to be everything but you...

It's been so long
Since you've been home
I used to wait up forever.
Used to say a prayer
Wishing you were there.
And I'm still waiting...

You told me once
You'd show up,
But I fell for that before
I fell to pieces

Then I woke up to no one
Just a picture of Jesus
And a house left in pieces
And it took a season's going by
To know it's not my fault.

I want you
I need you
I want to believe you
I want you
I need you
I want to believe you

I tried be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything but you...

Hawk Nelson

2006-03-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Helloo~

I'm in love with a song right now...

Bring Em Out by Hawk Nelson. Uber nice can? =D

Heard it in the movie "Yours, Mine and Ours". That show is damn nice. Know why? Cos DRAKE BELL's in it. Haha. Oh also the fact that the storyline was good. I mean, It's a typical storyline, but what the hay. It's still damn nice. DRAKE BELL ROCKS!! ^^

Yea, so i heard that song, fell in love with it, and so here i am on the internet, I found the song, but it was online, so i couldn't download it. Recorded it instead. XD

It's uber nice!!!

Bring Em Out by Hawk Nelson

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

Ka-tay
I don't know why I even try
'Cause lately
You're always out with all the guys
Pretty baby
Don't you know I'll treat you right
I'll go crazy
If you pass me up tonight

Hey - Hey - Hey Hey!
Hey - Hey - Hey Hey Hey!

All this time can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away
Keep Rocking with me
When the grooves alright
Rocking all night
I wanna hear you say

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

Wake up
I'm calling you up I need a ride
We're gonna shake up
So hurry it up no wasted time
The girls in their makeup
In black and white
Change the world tonight
I just ran into some other friends of mine
Someone's coming 'round to pick them up at 9

Hey - Hey - Hey Hey!
Hey - Hey - Hey Hey Hey!

All this time can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away
Keep Rocking with me
When the grooves alright
Rocking all night
I want to hear you say
Hey Hey Hey!

All this time can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away
Keep Rocking with me
When the grooves alright
Rocking all night
Shake it shake it up until we break it
We won't stop till we just can't take it

Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody rock to the break of dawn
Everybody else just sing along

Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody rock to the break of dawn
Everybody else just sing along

Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody move to the beat
Come on
Everybody rock to the break of dawn
Everybody else just sing along

Go!

All this time can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away
When the grooves alright
Rocking all night
I Wanna hear you say

All this time can't get it off my mind
Dance the night away
When the grooves alright
Rocking all night
Wanna hear you say

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out -
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

JULIAN HEE~~

2006-03-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

#OMGOSH~!

Saw Julian Hee at VideoEZ near NTUC there today.

He's so SHUAII!!!!

Took pics with him. ^^

He's so shuai can... This is Mel me and him. AHH~!

This is Angelyn, him, mel and me. AHH~~!!

So darn happy today. Went to Pasir Ris park in the morning. Me, Jie jie Ros, Sheryl, Gloria and Angie went cycling. Mel, Christine and Ting Ni went to veg. Haha. Well after cycling we had lunch at SUBWAY. The sandwitch thingy there is nice man.

After SUBWAY-ing, we went to Ting Ni's place to watch DVDs. BUT! Before we watched the DVD, we had to RENT it. So Me, Sheryl, Mel, Angie and Gloria went to VIDEOEZ opposite NTUC at marine parade there. AND GUESS WHAT?!?! YESSS we saw JULIAN HEE. We were like freaked la. Mel was like "Hey Serene, isn't that.." *gestures towards guy in yellow standing at the counter* I was like "OMGOSH THATS JULIAN HEE RIGHT?!" or something like that. So Angie was so couragious, she went "excuse me, can we take a picture with you?" She was holding my cam, which had oh so little batt left.

So yea we took pictures. Then he left. OH! he bought kitchen roll from ntuc. HAHA. Ya turned out we couldnt rent any DVDs from VideoEZ cos none of us had the membership card. SO SADD~! So Ting Ni passed us her IC and we went to MJ in MPH to rent instead. After we chose a DVD[First Daughter], we couldnt rent it. Cos the guy said something about Ting Ni having to be there herself.

So she parked ILLEGALLY opposite Parkway, and rushed over. Me and her went to MJ, and TURNED OUT we could rent the DVD without her. The guy at the counter just thought that she wanted to SIGN UP for membership. Which she already had. DIAOO~

Yea so after that went to watch the show. Was quite nice...

And then we went to East Coast Food Village to eat din din. WE SAW DANIEL. The guy that used to date Mel Chen. HE WAS WITH A SHORT SLUTTISH LOOKING GIRL. ok fine, i admit i have something against that girl. But thats only cos he and Mel looked so CUTE together. Perfect couple cann?!?! Haiish. Anyway Ting Ni was like "don't bother about him", which signalled to us that Mel and him probably had a horrid breakup.Owells. Either way, we still think that they were so wasted, and that Daniel should have better taste.

Yupp thats about it. HAD STINGRAY FOR DINNER!! yupyup. YUMMS~

One week till i lead worship. Gotta go confirm with Andy first tho. Haha.

Sorry about all the caps in this post. VERY HYPER TODAY.

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all...

^^

2006-03-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

Yay.
Got some new photos uploaded.
it's in the "photos" section of my blog.
Go check it out.

13

2006-03-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Who ever said 13 was an unlucky number should really think twice. I like the number 13 alot. Not to mention today[13th of march] was uber uber cool...

I got talent scouted! By this scout that said i could be an advertisement model. Haha. Maybe it's a hoax, or maybe i'll make it big someday... Muahahaha.. O well a girl can dream can't she?

And the other thing is that a super cute guy was like tryna get me pH and chesed to donate. His name is Nicholas. He's 17 and used to be from st pats. i think Gerald knows him... He's not very sure. Haha. Anyway he's really cute.

Yea that's about it for today. Haha.

I have to wake up at like 7-ish tml. Gaah. CHeerleading.

And when I'm gone just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice

Gravity

2006-03-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Don't ask about the weird title. Lol.

Mrs Ngin cried in class today. Was damn sad la, she was like teaching halfway, laughing and all, then she was like "What's so interesting over there?" And walked over to eunice and Natasha there. She looked down and was like "Whats going on? Why both your skirts like that one? Let me see." And she found their handphones there. She was like ok ok, walk to the front of the class. She stayed silent for awhile, then was like "Girls, I am very disappointed in you..." and started crying. She didnt scold us or anything, just started crying. It made all of us feel uber guilty. Haiiz. I think Eunice and Nat feel very bad. They should. Mrs Ngin Rocks la. So sad man.

Anyway.. yea thats about all i wanna type i guess. Lol.

Seeyahhs.

O yeah. Our cheerleading really sucks so far. Cos we have (1) Lack of people. (2) Lack of discipline. (3) Lack of creativity. Nvm i shan't say more. Buh-byes.

Whee

2006-03-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

Yo! I'm back. I know know, i havent been blogging.. -Thanks for noticing, Oliver.

Havent really had anything to blog about recently.. except for maybe our class birthday? It was really mono... But the cake was good! And uh.. How i suck at running? I think everyone kinda knows that already yea? lol.

Anyway, I'm here to tell the world that I'm in love with the electric guitar.. and infatuated with it's player!! Now if you wanna know what that means, ask me personally. Lol. It's a secret.

Yea thats about it i guess.. other than the fact that Andy lent me his guitar. And also that Andy is the Chemistry teacher of my NEPHEW. lol. How hilarious. Imagine what it would be like if i got into VJIP. lol.

Yea thats about it. Sayonara everyone!

Watashi wa.. hitotsu ja nai!

Hiccups

2006-02-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hiccups suck man. Argh! Been hiccupping the whole day today la. Hope i don't hiccup tml.. hafta go run for heats at VJ. Haha. SO sian. Also gonna buy running shoes tml. After heats. Haha.

Today was awesome. Cheese pH and shi hua came to my house. Blah blah blah, it was fun, we were really LOUD and we watched FFVII advent children. CLOUD IS SO SHUAI! He looks like Vincent Ng. XD O ya and Reno is also damn shuai. I just realized. Haha. Rude is just weird. And i LOOVE Red XIII.

Sorry if i'm really just skimming thru this post, But i might have to get off the com at any time. I'm not supposed to be using the com now haha.

Well i think i better go before my 'rents come home. Buhbye!

I dunno if i should stay
Or turn around and run.

I couldn't bear to hurt you
But it's all so different now.

Earthquake

2006-02-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

Gaah. My muscle cramped up just now. Was like lying in pain on my bed. Ouch much. Had to limp up and down the steps a total of FIVE times. Cos i forgot to bring this down, forgot to bring that down. blah blah blah. Hahas.

That's besides the point. Haha. The thing i'm here to blog about was yesterday! Was like uber uber fun! After dance before ballet, me Melissa and Wanyee went to parkway to eat dinner. Wanyee suggested Pasta Mania at first, then i suggested jack's place. We finally settled at Swensons. So we like walking there, went up the overhead bridge in a row, down the overhead bridge in a row, then i realized that we were like of one year difference each. Like Melissa was sec 2, me sec 3, and wanyee sec4. LOL! And wanyee was the shortest. I was the middle girl and Melissa was the tallest. XD

So anyway went to Swensons, ordered an earthquake wiith
1- Chocolate
2- Sticky chewy chocolate
3- mocha almond fudge
4- Cookies and Cream
5- Lime sherbert
6- Strawberry
7- thin mint
8- [NOO~ I can';t remember!!!]

Haha. and we had fries too. Was so super fun.. we were like laughing and laughing for no reason whatsoever. Was the most fun i'd had in awhile.

Then like somewhere towards the end of the earthquake, Melissa was suddenly like "Are you saliva conscious?" and i was like "Noo... anyway it's one big bowl, so the saliva would spread and spread and spread..." *pauses* "O shit.. you're saliva conscious aren't you?"

HAHA!!!! So after that, the dry ice was like not misting anymore, so we decided to add melted ice cream into it. It bubbled! So cool. We added some more and the thing overflowed. Took alot of pics of it. With wanyee's phone. XD

So after that, we Wanyee rushed off to ballet, late. Me and mel went to Sonata at roxy square to make leotards. Took so uber bloody long cos the stupid woman was so lor sor. The leotard cost $48.50 (?!?!). Blardy ex can. Haha.

After that, it was like 7.40 when we walked to ballet, 7.45-ish when we arrived. So only danced for like 15 mins la. Haha. Was so damn tired when i went home. Dmped some food in my mouth, then went to bathe and sleep. ^^

Was still very fun anyway.

I'm now addicted to KFC's coconut pie. Thanks to SOMEONE WHOSE NAME I WILL NOT UTTER. [It's not babugs, in case you're wondering]

Dance

2006-02-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

"Don't think just because you got into dance it means your fabulous. You just happen to be SLIGHTLY better than the rest that got kicked out. If i had my way, None of you would be in Dance Club. Save for a few of you."
-Ms Sabrina Foo

Whatever. If Ms Foo had her way, Only Pheobe, Joy, Jos, Limin, Nat and the gang would be in Dance club. The sec 1s are getting suckier each year. Fine, maybe we were like that in sec 1 too, but HELLO?!?! they can't even do gallops la. That's like the basic of the basic can... Ballet Grade 1 kinda stuff.. or was it primary... Damn easy. but they can't even do it.

Ok other than that... I think I'm falling sick. Have been feeling feverish lately, but temperature seems fine. Couldn't sleep well last night. Was very restless. Gaah. But i don wanna fall sick. At least not tml. I'll be glad to fall sick on Wednesday. Don feel like taking the stupid geog test. Or thurs is fine too, I don wanna take the SS test either. But I'd rather the SS test than the geog test. =(

Haiiz. Tml got AV duty. Gotta go school so early... :'(

Gtg rest already. Damn tired.

I thought you were my friend
someone i could trust.
But i thought wrong.

Electric guitar rocks

2006-02-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

Ahh~ Electric guitar rocks. Be jealous people! I'm learning electric guitar in church. Hehe. Be jealous! Lol.

Zheng Peng is such a pro guitarist can... He can do such pro stuff with his guitar la.. I wish i had an electric... -sob-

We learnt how to construct chords. It's so complicated!!! I think my head is gonna explode from all the theory... And we like didn't get any hands on today. Hopefully we can get hands on next week.. we're gonna learn power chords. =)

Andy's guitar looks really cool... Haha electrics are like so easy to play can.. too bad i haven't the foggiest how to set the different distortions and effects.. Haha.

And John Goh looks weird with his toot haircut. Haha.

I want an electric guitar!!!!! -hint hint-

Lol... i really want one.. I'll even take lessons! Electric guitar lessons lol. As in professional lessons. The church one is only a three week crash course.

Will i give up drumming for electric guitar? Maybe. Depends if i get a drumset or an electric guitar.

Just because
you think
you're better than me
doesnt mean you can
think you're better than everyone else.

Whatever

2006-02-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

My day in a nutshell:

Ann's being a bitch.

Tanya's really WOLS at some stuff.

Para Para and DDR rocks.

I have requested for seperate drum lessons from Ann.

I'm in love with the song Yi Sheng Jue Wang from I Not Stupid Too.

The lyrics rock la.

This is my life.
It is screwed.
I'm just happy hanging out with my friends.

Words hurt my brain

2006-02-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yayness no homework today. Except for bio. *sshhh i ain't telling my mom that*.

But the sucky thing is that I have a hell lot of CAs next week. All MAJOR CAs. Damn I'm so gonna die.

O Well i'm tryna IGNORE that right now. Gotta focus on more "important" things. Such as scanning all the nice nice anime drawings into the computer. And making a valentine's day card for pH. And maybe Chesed. And when(if) my sis comes back, I'mm ask her if i can use her beads. To make *ahem*stuff*ahem* for the two of them. And maybe one for Shiren. ANyone else? Dunno. Hehs.

I don wanna spend too much on presents for others... But if i dont, will they think I'm selfish? Dunno lehh... Haiiyyoo....

Anyways.. I'm gonna be wrintg a nice nice movie/play/story thingy. I know, It's kinda lame but... Hey, a girl's gotta have a stress reliever. =)

Well Joshua Ang accepted my friendster friend request, tho i still doubt he knows i exist. O well.

Yawwwn so bored.~ Had so much fun with Chesed today. But ended up really really tired. Kept wishing i could sit down on the whole darn mrt ride home. No such luck. Siiigh.

Well I'd better go now. GOtta go do some other stuff. Like stone. =)

Happiness

2006-02-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ok, forget i said anything! Forget i said anything. It was all a false alarm! Yayy!!!! I'm so happy. :D

Sad

2006-02-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

He's officially dao-ing me now. I'm so sad. What did i do to deserve this? I don't think i did anything wrong. I wish he'd just tell me what I did wrong. Tell me!! I seriously have no idea. I hate being left out in the dark. I don't know what's going on.. i really don't know..

Where?

2006-02-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

He still hasn't replied my sms, and I still havent seen him online. Maybe something happened? Like an accident or something? I sure hope not.. Anyway I don't think that would've happened cos he was online in friendster less than 24 hours ago. And he just viewed my profile recently too. Or was it recently... O well.

I'll just hope and pray that he's alright.

Wishing on a falling star...

Wondering where you are..

Do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine?

Wait?

2006-02-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hello. Super bored can. There's absolutely nothing to do.The person that i most want to see online is not online. He hasn't replied my messages either. Maybe he thinks I'm too irritating. I dunno. Am i? Do i bother him too much? Sigh. Where is he when i need him the most. I miss him, ya know? I'm thinking of all the possible explanations why he hasn't come online/replied my messages:

1** He finds me too irritating, and decided to block me on msn and ignore my messages.
2** He got his phone confiscated and got banned from the computer
3** He just doesn't feel like coming online and since the last message i sent was yesterday, he doesn't wanna take the initiative to message me.

I dunno which one is true. Maybe it's none of them. Well, I'll still be here waiting for him. I just hope he still think's im normal. Hopefully he won't read this. Or if he does, then hopefully he won't know who I'm talking about.

Maybe I'll message him tomorrow. Or maybe the day after?

I'm still waiting for him to come online..

Still waiting..

Still...

Waiting...

Creep

2006-02-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

I got this from Joshua Ang's blog. I think it's so cool. Haha.

Whoo~

2006-01-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

Heyyo. Just came back from Cephas's house. Went there to bai nian haha. Wonder how much cash i've already gotten... Haven't opened my ang paos yet hahas. Nvm there's another trip to make tonight. To Tua Ee's house. More ang paos! Wonder if I'll get enough to buy that darn iPod...

Thats besides the point. What I'm here to write about is what i did today. Was uber fun. Had to wake up uber early la. Like 9.30. Aunty Soo Lee and Uncle James were at my house. SO after drinking a glass of milo, we went to ah gu's house at Bt Timah. Man i should've visited Ruosheng while i was at it. Jkjk. After a bunch of people crooning at how tall i was, we headed back east to go to Aunty Lily's house.[i.e. Cephas's house].They were still crooning at how tall i was haha. Then me, Stephanie and Julia were talking about irrelevant stuff. Then at 1 Cephas and his family came home from church i think. So we talked about irrelevant stuff again. Little Gracie was trying to propose to me with the ring i wore haha. So cute man.

A while later Sherman and Cephas, Titus and Marcus went outside to play soccer. I followed a while later, when they were using the soccer ball to play bball. They said they couldn't use the real basketball cos it would damage the car. In the end they got Andrew to move the car so we could play. After that we played soccer again. I joined in as the common goalie. I had to borrow Titus's VS pe shorts. Apparently I'm not very good at being goalie .Was so fun... And I noticed something I'm not supposed to notice haha. Oops. Lol. Had so much fun la. Maybe we should go there more often... Poor Cephas has Soccer training six times a week, 4-5 hrs each time. Well thats what he gets for being the only VJ IP person in the soccer team Hahas.

Well, gotta run. So tired now. :P

3e3'06 RoxX

2006-01-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

Yep folks. It's true. TKGS3e3'06 rocks. We're super duper united can? It's like.. before obs, we were already super close, and after obs, we're even closer.

Yesterday during recess we were like discussing how to spend the holidays and stuffs as a class, and were like planning a sleepover movie marathon with kayaking the next day [we're all hooked on kayaking]. my class rocks.

I got nothing else to say.. Sorry not very good at elaborating haha. Eh Jannah owes me all the photos she took :p. Good luck to her, being future chairman and all. Hahas.

Gtg. O ya, i probably will make a new background for my blog. Tanya says its "unprofessional". Bleahs. Hahas.

Ermms..

2006-01-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

I know you people are smart but you don't have to rub it in my face.. Wait.. I think I'm doing a good job of that myself. :(

Friends

2006-01-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

Friends. People say they come and go, and that we have to let go of old friends so that we can move on in life. Is that really true? I don't think so.. Because if that were true, then there would be no such things as true friends. I don't think everyone agrees with that statement, but anyway, its just my view yea? Me? Well i take things by stride. Whenever i make a new friend, he/she immediately goes to my true friends' list. It depends on that person if he/she wants to prove herself/himself as a true friend to me. Sometimes i think that method hurst, but I'm that kind of person yea? But it's hard either way.

There was this person i know. Or at least i think i know. We used to be best friends, ever since sec 1. We were tight. We each had a partner to accompany us for everything. We would go to recess together and do everything together. She was very popular, having many many friends. As for me? Well I'm not exactly the sociable kind, so yea. Anyway we were tight, very good friends. Me, her, and another girl. Then, one day she found the other girl irritating and stopped hanging around her. I kinda followed her i guess, and started avoiding the other girl. Then well i found the other girl nice, so started talking to her. I think she didnt like me talking to the other girl, so she started avoiding me as well. And finally we stopped talking altogether. Well then the school year ended and it was the holidays. We didn't keep in contact thruout the whole of nov and dec, but when school reopened, she started being nice to me again. We became as tight as ever. But well at that time i had already started hanging out with another group of friends.So we clicked straight away, but i noticed that the group was slowly pushing me away, but getting closer to her. Well i kanda moved away from them after that. Losing my friend in the process.

And nowadays.. when i talk to the group, she stares at me like she doesnt know me. She doesnt even smile. I wonder whats going on sometimes. How can someone i wan once so close to become so far away? I guess I'll never know...

Staying oblivious of the world..

memories of a smile..

2006-01-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hello. Sorry i haven't been blogging for the longest time. cos i didn't have internet connection at home ya... hahas.And like when i finally got the connection, i was like stoked so i immediately dl-ed a skin and started editing it. so my blog was under construction for a long time cos i somehow couldn't get it to work. But FINALLY i got it working. YAY! haha. So here it is now.. my new blogskin.

Anw i just got back from obs ytd. was uber duper funn. At first everyone was like "omgosh i wanna go home... obs sucks!" but like on the last day everyone was like "man i wish obs were longer..."

And my watch was called Magellan. here's a blog photo..

Anw our instrustor Elgene rocks... at first everyone was like "Walau i don like Elgene leh... she like so fierce liddat lohh.." But like on the last day everyone was sad to leave cos they said they would miss Elgene... And well we do, really. Alot of my watch was crying. So sad.. Haiix. But i really enjoyed myself. Really. ((=

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2005-12-28T10:42:00.000+08:00

Heyy peoplez... haha sorry for not updating yea? And uh.. happy belated christmas for everyone... tho i doubt anyone will read this. You know what? Forget it. I'm abandoning this blog. I don't like blogs. lol.

Heyy

2005-10-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Sorry if i havent blogged for a long time. Internet connection was down at my house. My sister cancelled it. Cos she's like gonna move into her new house in a few weeks. So she wants to put the internet connection there in her own name. And as for my dad.. well.. he's like "no! No internet! You spend too much time on the computer!! Blah-de-blah-de-blah". like Whatever dawg...

So well don't blame me if i havent been blogging. There's been nothing exciting going around my life anyway. Yawwn.

I suddenly have the inspiration to write a story, after watching one tree hill. That show rocks. Lucas is SOO cute. >.<

Back to my inspiration... Well i feel like writing a story about a girl who was adopted... and like her 'rents went on a vacation to an indonesian island and got bombed by terrorists. Then like the girl had to go live with her sister, who is married with two cats. ^^. [Just so you know, only PART of this story is true. The girl is true, the indonesian bombing is NOT true. The sister is also factorial.] Oh and like her best friend is totally against whatever she likes... etc. Heh.

Well probably no one'll read this post, cos like most peeps would think this blog's dead. O well. Sadd.

Sayonara...

Whisper of Death||**